the punch line she looked up, all smiles. A guy named Ben Savant was her straight man, a dark-hearted rogue trying to talk her into a kiss. Basically it was a Dumb Dora act.
Mimi, what do your parents do at night? They put out the cat. Well, what does your father do in the morning? He lets in the cat. No, no: forget about the cat, the catâs run away from home. Wa-ahah!
She carried an enormous lollipop that, though she only mimed licking it, got somehow sticky anyhow and picked up pieces of fluff, so it had to be replaced every few days. (If sheâd kept the cellophane on, the stage lights would have flashed off.) The act was mostly Savant leering and her acting innocent. Like so many things, funny then, unacceptable now. His suit was as black as his mustache, which was as black as his hat; her blond hair matched her dress. Only the lollipop was lively.
I had a habit of watching other acts from the wings; green as I was, someone elseâs talent could cheer me up. It was the only thing that did. That Saturday night, I saw Mimi and Savant lay âem in the aisles, which was almost as interesting as their transformation as they stepped off the stage. Savant was a kid, probably not much older than me, and his villainous mustache was blackened cotton wool spirit gummed to his upper lip. âHot,â he said to me, peeling it off. He stuck it in my hand, like he was tipping a bellboy. Miriam followed. Up close you could see she was no kid. I figured she was at least ten years older than me. You could see how wide her real mouth was, blotted out with pancake, a tiny cupidâs bow pout painted over it like a ribbon on a wreath. Same with her nose: it was a fair-sized hook, but she had it shaded into buttonhood. Iâm sure it was convincing from the house. As Mimi, lost child, she kept her eyes wide open, her upper lashes hitting the bottom of her eyebrows; she applied the mascara with a heated pin, to make it thick. Each lash ended in a round ball, like a drawing of a crown in a childrenâs picture book. It must have been an effort to keep so wide-eyed, because in real life she had the heavy-lidded look of a vamp, sleepy and cynical. The lids came down the minute the curtain did.
She noticed me clutching another guyâs used mustache and smiled. One of her incisors had come in crooked; it made her look extra delighted.
âHello, son,â she said. âHungry?â
I shrugged. Six months on the road alone had made me a lousy conversationalist. Miriam didnât care.
âCome to dinner,â she said.
I shrugged again.
âYouâre about to be handed your pictures,â she said accurately. âIâm offering you a free meal. Donât be dumb.â She extended her hand, and I took it, and she dragged me across the street to a Chinese restaurant, my first. Dark red walls and dark green booths, Chinese tchotchkes everywhere, and a woman dressed as a toddler who sat across the table and seemed to be flirting with me. Despite the costume, I couldnât reconcile the kid who skipped onstage with this languid creature.
âHey, boy wonder,â Miriam said.
âWho, me?â
Sheâd filled in the rest of her lips the minute we sat down; now they matched the scarlet rickrack that trimmed our emerald-green booth. Her elbows were on the tabletop, her hips all the way back on the seat. Though I could not see down her high-necked dress, somehow I felt like I could. âI collect boy wonders,â she said.
âLike your partner?â
âBen? Ben has a crush on the saxophone player.â
I tried to remember a lady saxophone player.
âDonât look so shocked!â she said, though at the moment I wasnât. âHeâs a nice boy. They all are.â
So then I began to get shocked. But she reached across the table and fingered a button on my jacket cuff. She smoked. She swore. An old-timer, sheâd been playing six years old for ten years.