and bugged out. I watched da whole sad parade.â
âYou never said anything on the radio.â
Joe Flap shrugged. âWhat would be da point? If our so-called leadership donât have da balls to get in da dirt witâ da grunts, why should grunts hang out dere cajones? â
âYouâre saying this isnât the first time?â
âDepends on who goes. Get da wrong mix and dey settle for a symbolic drive-through. Problem den is dat all da locals see a bunch of game wardens witâ dere tails between dere legs. Dis sure ainât da same outfit your old man and me signed on witâ.â
Service had heard similar lamentations from a couple of people, but he had ignored them. âDo the locals down there monitor your radios?â
âI sâpect so, but I usually run radio-silent anâ open my mouth only when I have to. Why?â
âI had that one patrol down there and I didnât much care for what I saw,â Service said.
Flap nodded solemnly. âYouâre not alone, son. Your old man was still alive, heâd get some of da boys together and deyâd go down dere one night witâ saps and brass knuckles.â
âTimes change,â Service said.
âMebbe,â Flap said, âbut assholes are forever assholes, and dere was a time not dat long ago when a warden wouldnât back down from anyone. You did, you might as well turn in your badge.â
Flap was right, but this tight-jawed attitude had also caused several men to be killed in the line of duty over the nearly ninety years that the state had employed uniformed game wardens. âYou think weâve backed down?â
âHow many shots fired at your patrol dat dayâseven, eight?â
âEight,â Service said.
âYou return fire, defend yourselves?â
In fact, they had swerved and run when the attacks became direct. Until Stone boarded the boat, they had had only handguns for defense.
âDonât feel bad,â Flap said. âDa boys ainât never shot back at dose ratfucks. Da Gardenâs startinâ to put a stink on green uniforms. You just visitinâ, or you got an official reason for droppinâ in?â
âI didnât realize you were still flying for the department.â
Joe Flap grunted. âIâm fifty-two: Guys my age make a hundred grand witâ da airlines, and all da stews they can screw.â
âYou regret not joining the airlines?â
Flap sneered. âI ainât no bloody bus driver.â
âI always thought youâd head west again,â Service said. âOr up to Alaska.â
âUsed ta say that, anâ I almost did. But when dis Garden mess kicked up, I decided ta see âer through. I ainât much for walkinâ away from a scrap.â
The two men made small talk for a while and Service asked his fatherâs old friend about aircraft procedures and capabilities, but kept his other thoughts to himself.
Joe Flap walked him out to his patrol car. âSorry you had ta join dis sorry outfit,â he said. âYour old manââ
Service cut him off. âMy old manâs dead, Joe. Letâs leave him that way. Iâm not himâIâm me.â
The pilot looked at him quizzically. âI guess weâll see about dat. Bear scat donât never fall far from da bear.â
10
SHOW-TITTIES POND, DECEMBER 31, 1975
âDo they expect you guys to live like this for twenty-five years?â
Once again Brigid Mehegen had shown up unannounced, pounding on Grady Serviceâs trailer door just after dark. He opened up to find her with a bottle of Cold Duck in one hand and a package of meat in reddish-brown butcher paper in the other. âJust so weâre clear on this,â she said, extending the gifts to him. âFuck buddies, nothing more.â
Service laughed and let her in, put the sparkling wine in a bucket of snow outside the door
1802-1870 Alexandre Dumas