Free Rockabye and Other Short Pieces by Samuel Beckett Page B

stream. How in joyous eddies its two arms conflowed and flowed united on. Then turn and his slow steps retrace.
    Pause.
    In his dreams—
    Knock.
    Then turn and his slow steps retrace.

    Pause. Knock.
    In his dreams he had been warned against this change. Seen the dear face and heard the unspoken words, Stay where we were so long alone together, my shade will comfort you.
    Pause.
    Could he not—
    Knock.
    Seen the dear face and heard the unspoken words, Stay where we were so long alone together, my shade will comfort you.
    Pause. Knock.
    Could he not now turn back? Acknowledge his error and return to where they were once so long alone together. Alone together so much shared. No. What hehad done alone could not be undone. Nothing he had ever done alone could ever be undone. By him alone.
    Pause.
    In this extremity his old terror of night laid hold on him again. After so long a lapse that as if never been.
(Pause. Looks closer.)
Yes, after so long a lapse that as if never been. Now with redoubled force the fearful symptoms described at length page forty paragraph four.
(Starts to turn back the pages. Checked by
L
’s left hand. Resumes relinquished page.)
White nights now again his portion. As when his heart was young. No sleep no braving sleep till—
(turns page)—
dawn of day.
    Pause.
    Little is left to tell. One night—
    Knock.
    Little is left to tell.

    Pause. Knock.
    One night as he sat trembling head in hands from head to foot a man appeared to him and said, I have been sent by—and here he named the dear name—to comfort you. Then drawing a worn volume from the pocket of his long black coat he sat and read till dawn. Then disappeared without a word.
    Pause.
    Some time later he appeared again at the same hour with the same volume and this time without preamble sat and read it through again the long night through. Then disappeared without a word.
    Pause.
    So from time to time unheralded he would appear to read the sad tale through again and the long night away. Then disappear without a word.

    Pause.
    With never a word exchanged they grew to be as one.
    Pause.
    Till the night came at last when having closed the book and dawn at hand he did not disappear but sat on without a word.
    Pause.
    Finally he said, I have had word from—and here he named the dear name—that I shall not come again. I saw the dear face and heard the unspoken words, No need to go to him again, even were it in your power.
    Pause.
    So the sad—
    Knock.

    Saw the dear face and heard the unspoken words, No need to go to him again, even were it in your power.
    Pause. Knock.
    So the sad tale a last time told they sat on as though turned to stone. Through the single window dawn shed no light. From the street no sound of reawakening. Or was it that buried in who knows what thoughts they paid no heed? To light of day. To sound of reawakening. What thoughts who knows. Thoughts, no, not thoughts. Profounds of mind. Buried in who knows what profounds of mind. Of mindlessness. Whither no light can reach. No sound. So sat on as though turned to stone. The sad tale a last time told.
    Pause.
    Nothing is left to tell.

    Pause.
R
makes to close book.
    Knock. Book half-closed.
    Nothing is left to tell.
    Pause.
R
closes book.
    Knock.
    Silence. Five seconds.
    Simultaneously they lower their right hands to table, raise their heads and look at each other. Unblinking. Expressionless.
    Ten seconds.
    Fade out.

All Strange Away

    Imagination dead imagine. A place, that again. Never another question. A place, then someone in it, that again. Crawl out of the frowsy deathbed and drag it to a place to die in. Out of the door and down the road in the old hat and coat like after the war, no, not that again. Five foot square, six high, no way in, none out, try for him there. Stool, bare walls when the light comes on, women’s faces on the walls when the light comes on. In a corner when the light comes on tattered syntaxes of Jolly and