â I let my eyes go wide so the white showed all around the irises. My hands wrung together, over and over.
âIâll check,â said the sheriff, and he could hardly get up from behind his desk fast enough.
Most places, I wouldâve gotten thrown in the cage or taken to the hospital, but I had gauged this man correctly. Within four minutes, Tolliver came in, moving quickly. Because Hollis was watching, he knelt at my feet and took both my hands. âIâm here, honey,â he said. âDonât be scared.â
I let tears flow down my cheeks. âI need to go, Tolliver,â I said softly. âPlease take me to the motel.â I threw my arms around his neck. I loved hugging Tolliver, who was bony and hard and warm. I loved to listen to the air going in and out of his lungs, the swoosh of his heart.
He raised me up out of the chair and walked me to the front door, one arm wrapped around my shoulders. The few people in the outer office eyed us curiously as we made our way to the door.
When we were safely back in the car and on our way, Tolliver said, âThanks.â
âWas it going bad for you?â I asked, taking my hands from my face and straightening in my seat. âThe sheriff thinks I made up everything I said, but the motel receipt was pretty conclusive.â
âHollis Boxleitner has a thing for you,â Tolliver said. âHe canât decide if he wants to go to bed with you or slap you around, and heâs full of anger like a volcanoâs full of lava.â
âBecause of his wife getting killed.â
âYep. He believes in you, but that makes him mad, too.â
âHeâs gonna burn himself up,â I said.
âYes,â Tolliver agreed.
âDid he tell you anything about Helen Hopkinsâ murder?â
âHe said he found her. He said sheâd been hit on the head.â
âWith something there, something already in the house?â
âCandlestick.â
I remembered the glass candlesticks flanking the Bible on the coffee table.
âWas she standing when she was hit?â
âNo,â he said, âI think she was sitting on the couch.â
âSo the killer was standing in front of her.â
Tolliver thought about it. âThat makes sense,â he said. âBut the deputy didnât say one way or another.â
âBeing suspected of a murder isnât going to help business,â I said.
âNo, we need to get out of here as soon as possible.â He parked in front of the motel and went in to get our rooms.
I really did want to lie down by the time we were in our rooms, and I was glad when Tolliver came through the connecting door and turned on my television. I propped up on the pillows while he slouched in the chair, and we watched the Game Show Network. He beat me at Jeopardy! I beat him at Wheel of Fortune . Of course, I would rather have won at Jeopardy!, but Tolliver had always been better at remembering facts than I was.
Our parents were brilliant people, once upon a time; before they became alcoholic, drug-addicted disbarredattorneys. And before theyâd decided their clientsâ criminal lifestyles were more appealing and adventuresome than their own. My mother and Tolliverâs dad found each other on their way down the drain, having shed their original spouses. My sister Cameron and I had gone from living in a four-bedroom suburban home in east Memphis to a rental house with a hole in the bathroom floor in Texarkana, Arkansas. This hadnât happened all at once; weâd experienced many degrees of degradation. Tolliver had fallen from a lower height, but he and his brother had descended with his father, too. Heâd been our companion in that hole in Texarkana. Thatâs where weâd been when the lightning struck.
My mother and Tolliverâs dad had had two more children together, Mariella and Gracie. Tolliver and I watched out for them as best we