looked at me skeptically. His eyebrows had risen so far that they looked like part of his hairline. âRight. And Xylda just happens to have a vision telling her that a woman he wantsâhe thinks youâre hot, donât pretend you donât know thatâneeds her help. You donât think he had something to do with that?â
Actually, I felt a little shocked. âNo,â I said. âI think he came because Xylda said to.â
Tolliver practically sneered. I felt a strong dislike for him, just for that moment. He shot to his feet and walked around the little hospital room.
âProbably he canât wait until his grandmother dies. Then he can stop carting her around, and be your agent instead.â
âTolliver!â
He stopped speaking. Finally.
âThatâs an awful thing to say,â I said. Weâd seen the flawed side of human nature over and over, no doubt about it. But I liked to think we werenât wholly cynical.
âYou canât see it,â he said, his voice quiet.
âYouâre seeing something that isnât there,â I said. âIâm not an idiot. I know Manfred likes me. I also know he loves his grandmother, and he wouldnât have hauled her out into this cold weather with her failing, unless she told him he had to.â
Tolliver kept his head down, his eyes to himself. I felt I was trembling on the edge of saying something that would push our little barrel over the waterfall, something Iâd never be able to take back. And Tolliver was suffering under some burden of his own. I could read the secrets of the dead, but I couldnât tell what my brother was thinking at that moment. I wasnât completely sure I wanted to.
âThis past Christmas, just us alone, that was a pretty good Christmas,â he said.
And then the nurse came in to take my temperature and my blood pressure, and the second was gone forever. Tolliver straightened out my blanket, and I lay back on my pillows.
âRaining again,â the nurse remarked, casting a glance out at the gray sky. âI donât think itâll ever stop.â
Neither of us had anything to say about that.
The sheriff came by that afternoon. She was wearing heavy outdoor clothes and her boots were coated with mud. Not for the first time I reflected that there were worse places to be than this hospital. One of those places was digging through nearly freezing dirt for clues, breathing in the reek of bodies that were in different stages of decay, telling the bad news to families whoâd been waiting to hear about their missing boys for weeks, months, years. Yes, indeed. A concussion and a broken arm in the Doraville hospital were far preferable to that.
The sheriff may have been thinking the same thing. She started off angry. âIâll thank you to keep your media-seeking friends away from here,â she said, biting the words out as if they were sour lemons.
âIâm sorry?â
âYour psychic friend, whatever her name is.â
âXylda Bernardo,â Tolliver said.
âYes, sheâs been down at the station making a scene.â
âWhat kind of scene?â I asked.
âTelling anyone whoâd listen how sheâd predicted youâd find these bodies, how sheâd sent you up here, how she knew you were going to be hurt.â
âNone of that is true,â Tolliver said.
âI didnât think it was. But sheâs clouding the issue. You knowâyou show up, of course weâre all skeptical, we all think the worst. But then you came through for us somehow. You did find the boys, and we know you couldnât have had prior knowledge of their burial place. Or at least if you did we havenât figured out how.â
I sighed, tried to make it unobtrusive.
âBut then she showed up with that weird grandson of hers. She acts out, he just smiles.â
There was nothing else he could do, of