Free Eyes Wide Open by Andrew Gross Page A

ground-down grin. “In 1973. Of course I was crazy as a loon back then. Not to mention I was popping LSD like vitamins. I got to thinking my record company was trying to screw me. Hell, I thought everybody was trying to screw me then . . .” He cackled, a glimmer in his eye.
    “Hey, check this out, Jay!” He went over to the chest against the wall and came back with a bulging photo album. It was stuffed with artifacts from his past: pictures of him, of him and Dad in happier days at his beach house. Charlie growing up in Miami in the sixties, before his crazy hair and wild eyes.
    He laughed, “I was so deluded on acid I told them I would burn down their fucking building if they didn’t send me out on tour. And you know what they did? They pulled the record! Right off the airwaves.” He snapped his fingers. “Just like that! And you know what? I could hardly blame them. Who would put a nut job like me out on the road?
    “But you know what, Jay? Maybe if I hadn’t been off my rocker back then, you might be sitting here with Rod Stewart. You wear it well . . . In a mansion in Brentwood, not this shit hole here, right? Look . . .”
    He opened the album and pushed it over to me, a soft smile lighting his eyes.
    It was a clipping from an old Billboard magazine. Yellowed, dog-eared, protected in a plastic liner. Top Singles for the week.
    I noticed the date: October 1973.
    At number one was “Angie” by the Rolling Stones. Midway down, I saw a red, drawn-in arrow marking number twenty-nine:
    “One Last Thing.” Charlie Earl.
    “Hey! ” I grinned. I’d never seen this before. I never even knew if I truly believed him, all the times he talked about it.
    Charlie winked. “Not bad from your loony older brother, huh?” Then his grin seemed to wane. “Hell, who’s kidding who, right? Biggest moment of my life, and I fucked up the whole damn thing. Guess that’s where all our similarities end, right, Jay?”
    He picked up his guitar again.
    “Charlie, what do you want me to do?” I asked him. I came over and sat across from him. “About Evan. You want me to find you a lawyer? You want to try and make a case against the hospital? You know I’m going to have to go back in a couple of days.”
    My brother nodded, scratching his scruffy beard, pushing his graying hair from his eyes. “We don’t want a lawyer, Jay. People like us can’t make waves. You go. Gabby and I, we appreciate what you’ve done. You just being here.”
    I patted him on the shoulder and got up. “I’m going to make a call.”
    I went outside and stood against the building in the cool night air. Their apartment faced a grassy courtyard. Beyond it was a darkened street. The light from a single streetlight cast a glow.
    People were arguing loudly in an apartment across the courtyard.
    I called the house.
    “Hey, how’s it going?” Kathy answered, happy to hear my voice. “How are Charlie and Gabriella?”
    “The poor kid should never have been released.” I exhaled. “You should see where they put him.” I took her through my day, my frustrations. “All the doctors here are just stonewalling us.”
    “You’re going to be coming home in a couple of days. What are you going to do, Jay?”
    “All they want is an answer, Kath. Someone has to take responsibility. That’s what I’m doing.” I told her about visiting the rock and the halfway house. Then the TV station.
    “I warned you, didn’t I,” Kathy said, a little in jest, but a little in truth too, “you’d get drawn in.”
    I was about to tell her she was wrong. This time I wasn’t being sucked in. I just had to help get them through some things.
    That’s when I noticed something out on the street.
    A car, black, or dark blue maybe, parked beneath a tree. A VW or a Kia or something. A hatchback.
    And someone sitting in the driver’s seat. The person’s face was hidden under a cap. I couldn’t even tell if it was a man or a woman, but the window was cracked