life, on the other hand? Very likely.â
âEveryone needs a talent,â she replied, as if they were flirting with each other. As if there really was nothing in the world but the sneaky tilt and roll of the beat and that look on his face, so narrow and
intent
. âWhatâs yours, Theo? Aside from talking every single woman in Europe into your bed, that isâwhich I thought youâd claimed youâd outgrown?â
âYou must be kidding. Or you really are insane. Is that it?â
âItâs okay.â She tilted her chin up and only then realized she was too close to him and that the things that swirled inside of her werenât the music or the crowd or even adrenaline. It was all their history. It was the same old, incapacitating
need
, and tonight it made her as furious as he looked to be at the moment. She felt blind with it, ripe and near to bursting. âIâm sure that was one of the lies
you
told, that youâve quite naturally overlooked in all your deep and abiding nasty judgments of me.â
He let out a sound that was far too harsh to be a laugh, and then his hand was on her arm, and something in her thrilled to that no matter how dangerous it was. How out of control all of this was.
She didnât care that it wasnât a particularly kind touch, that he took her and then propelled her across the crowded space as if he might very well throw her out the doorâand she let him because she couldnât seem to do anything but acquiesce when he touched her, as always. She didnât care that nothing good could come of this and that she really, truly, should have stayed locked away in her room at The Harrington, catching up on her sleep, the better to deal with him again come morning. Theo steered her into an alcove she wouldnât have known was there and didnât want to question why or how he did, pushing her inside and kicking the door shut behind him with a loud
thunk
.
They were up in a small glassed-in booth above the main dance floor, and it was heaving down there. Crowded and wild and somehow glorious in all its hedonistic excess. Holly could
feel
the bass thumping against the glass in front of her, taking over the kick of her heart and that pulsing thing between her legs, and then Theo was there, right there behind her, pressing against her back in a silent threat.
Or maybe this was merely a dark and heady sort of promise, not a threat at all. Either way, she found she couldnât breathe. She didnât
want
to breathe.
âIs that why you came here?â he growled at her, into her, so it shook her the same way the deep roll of the bass moved the glass. Or maybe that was the hard expanse of his chest, his abdomen, pressed against the flimsy barrier of her light shirt, making her skin feel pink and hot beneath it. âJealousy after all these years? Or did you want to take her place, perhaps?â
âI doubt you know her name.â
âI knew yours. I gave you mine.â
Another growl, and he was nothing but heat and strength, plastered hot against the length of her spine. His hands were at her sides, tracing her shape as if he still had that right, and Holly found her palms flat against the glass before her, as if she could hold on to that wild, seductive beat. Or to him. It all felt inevitable and reckless at once, and she couldnât seem to do what she knew she should, what self-preservation demanded she should.
The truth was, she didnât
want
to stop him.
âWhat good did that ever do?â Theo muttered.
And then his hot mouth was against the side of her neck, as insistent as the music, as delirious and as seductive, and Holly simply catapulted off the side of the earth the way she always had, every single time heâd touched her. Her body was still his, always and only his. It fell apart for him.
She
did, as easily as if it had been moments since heâd last had his talented, inventive hands on her