nice,â Wilf says when weâre out of earshot. It takes a while. He moves pretty slowly.
âWhat?â I ask, watching a younger man leaving the building. Heâs carrying a construction hat under his arm and has on steel-toed boots.
âRemembering his name.â
I lift a shoulder. âIâm good with names. Hey. Does that guy work?â I ask.
âLots of people who come to New Beginnings work,â he tells me.
âSo why are they here then?â I wondered the same thing about Flynnâs mom.
âYouâve havenât seen much of this world, have you, kiddo?â he asks.
âIâve seen enough,â I snap.
He doesnât say anything, but his expression changes. I feel kind of bad, but he doesnât know me. Heâs making as many assumptions about me as he thinks Iâm making about others.
âHow come you volunteer?â I ask.
âNot because my dad makes me, thatâs for sure,â he grumbles. And then he looks over at me. âIf not us, then who?â
I think about that as we walk the rest of the way in silence, and when we reach the bus stop, he sits on the bench as soon as he reaches it.
âYou shouldnât be walking me all the way here,â I tell him. âYouâre tired.â
He frowns at me. âYou think Iâm too old?â
âWell, letâs say in your day, I think rainbows were in black and white.â
He chuckles. âI admit Iâm at the age where I pick my cereal for the fiber content, but youâre still at the age where you pick your cereal for the toys.â
âFunny,â I tell him. âAs in not funny at all.â
âYou have sass,â he says. âAnd I think you use sarcasm to keep people from looking too deep. You remind me of someone I used to know. In spite of yourself, Iâve decided to like you.â
I turn my head and pretend to be watching for a bus so he doesnât see that his comment pleases me. âHow do you know Iâm not just mean?â I ask.
âBecause your remember peopleâs names.â
A bus is pulling toward us, and he tells me itâs the right one. He gives me instructions on transferring to Tuxedo as the door opens. âYou have change?â he asks.
âIâm a spoiled rich girl, remember?â
âWe all have burdens to overcome,â he says.
The door closes behind me, but I see him watching me from the bench, and heâs smiling.
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Over the next while, Flynn brings Kyle in for lunch almost every day. He usually drops in before the lunch service to help out, and Kyle hangs out with me while Flynn works. My new best friends are a five-year-boy and a grouchy seventy-five-year-old man, and Flynn, well, Iâm still figuring out what he is to me. The days he doesnât show up, my shift goes by a lot slower.
The air between us is easier now, almost like friends. New friends but real. Not the fake, party kind of friends Iâve chosen to be around since Penny and I stopped hanging out. And not the easy friendship of a five-year-old boy or my love/hate relationship with Wilf.
I suspect I may have a crush on Flynn but try not to think about it too much. Itâs not only because heâs super easy on the eyes, but because when we talk, and he asks questions, I feel like he listens to the answers. And sees who I am. And thinks that maybe Iâm not that bad after all.
Iâm getting to know the other volunteers at the shelter. Most of them are older than me, way older, but they mostly treat me like an equal, not a bratty kid, and they donât question my reasons for being there, so I donât mind. I hear bits and pieces about why they work there. âWe all have sins to atone for,â Stella told me one day when she was in a rare talkative mood. Itâs nice to know Iâm not the only one.
I recognize most of the regulars now too. Theyâre polite and