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An hour later, Lucas still wasnât home. Julia was hungry, so the two of them sat down to dinner at the small round table that had been temporarily placed in one corner of the kitchen, away from most of the construction. Marta had set the table for the three of them before going out for the evening. In the warm oven was a roast chicken, tented with foil. Nick brought the chicken and rice and broccoli to the table, remembering to put trivets under the chicken pan so he didnât scorch the table. He expected a fight over the broccoli, and he got it. Julia would accept only rice and a chicken drumstick, and Nick was too wiped out to argue.
âI like Mommyâs better,â Julia said. âThis is too dry.â
âItâs been in the oven for a couple of hours.â
âMommy made the best fried chicken.â
âShe sure did, baby,â Nick said. âEat.â
âWhereâs Luke?â
âHeâs on his way back.â Taking his damned time of it too, Nick thought.
Julia stared at the chicken leg on her plate as if it were a giant cockroach. Finally, she said, âI donât like it here.â
Nick thought for a moment, unsure how to respond. âLike it where?â
âHere,â she said unhelpfully.
âThis house?â
âWe donât have any neighbors.â
âWe do, butâ¦â
âWe donât know any of them. Itâs not a neighborhood. Itâs justâ¦houses and trees.â
âPeople do keep to themselves here,â he conceded. âBut your mommy wanted us to move here because she thought it would be safer than our last house.â
âWell, itâs not. Barneyâ¦â She stopped, her eyes welling up with tears, resting her chin in her hands.
âBut we will be now, with this new security system in.â
âNothing like that ever happened in our old house,â she pointed out.
The front door opened, setting off a high alert tone, and a few seconds later Lucas trundled noisily into the kitchen, threw his backpack down on the floor. He seemed to get taller and broader by the day. He wore a dark blue Old Navy sweatshirt, baggy cargo pants with the waistband of his boxer shorts showing, and some white scarflike thing under his backwards baseball cap.
âWhatâs that on your head?â Nick asked anyway.
âDo-rag, why?â
âThat like a hip-hop thing?â
Lucas shook his head, rolled his eyes. âIâm not hungry,â he said. âIâm going upstairs.â
âSit with us anyway, Luke,â Julia pleaded. âCome on.â
âIâve got a lot of homework,â Lucas said as he left the kitchen without turning back.
11
Nick followed his son upstairs. âWe have to have a talk,â he said.
Lucas groaned. âWhat now?â When he reached the open door to his room, he said, âYou been in here?â
âSit down, Luke.â
Lucas noticed the computer monitor facing the door, and he leaped toward it, spun it away. âI donât want you going in my room.â
âSit down.â
Lucas sat on the edge of his bed, hunched over with his elbows propped on his knees, his chin resting on his hands, a gesture that Julia had recently started imitating. He stared malevolently.
âYouâre not allowed to go to porn sites,â Nick said.
Lucas blinked. His angry blue eyes were crystal clear, innocent and pure. He was trying to grow something under his chin, Nick noticed. For a moment Lucas seemed to be debating whether to own up to the evidence so prominently on display. Then he said: âThereâs nothing there I donât know about, Nick. Iâm sixteen.â
âCut out the âNickâ stuff.â
âOkay, Dad, â he said with a surly twist. âHey, at least Iâm not going to snuff or torture sites. You should see the shit thatâs out there.â
âYou do that again