felt it was important to have
this talk today."
"Are you saying you're going to remove our different
parts like we'd agreed, set them up on those machines
to keep them healthy, then reattach them to us?" Bill
Smith wondered aloud. "I'm actually going to walk out
of here looking j u s t like I do now?"
There was a giimmer of hope in his voice and my
thoughts were racing too, but the look on Dr. Marshall's
face made it clear our hopes were in vain.
"No, Mr. Smith," the doctor said. "I'm afraid that's
not going to happen. I have other plans in place. I'm sorry,
but I've already promised your limbs to someone else."
" W h o ? " all four of us asked, speaking in quadstereo.
Dr. Marshall seemed to shrink even further into his
chair and with a heavy sigh, whispered, "If you remem¬
ber, I mentioned that I had a personal reason for thank¬
ing you. Well, that personal reason is my son. I'm
planning on giving your arms and legs to him."
C H A P T E R N I N E
"I'm going to attach your arms and legs onto the body
of my son," Dr. Marshall repeated, but even though I'd
heard him say it twice, I was still having trouble grasp¬
ing what he was telling us.
"I don't understand," I said, my confusion obviously
shared by my companions. "You can't be serious. Your
son, he needs all four of o u r . . . I mean ... he doesn't
have any of his own ..."
I couldn't even finish the sentence. Jesus! H o w could
I ask this man if his kid was n o t h i n g but a torso? Maybe
I had this situation all screwed up. His son might have
both his arms and legs intact, but something was wrong
and he j u s t couldn't use them. That sounded more like
it—for a minute there my imagination got away from
me. I apologized to Dr. Marshall for my callousness,
then decided to shut the hell up before I put my foot in
my m o u t h again.
"No need, Mr. Fox," he said. "Actually, your assess
ment of my son's situation was right on the money. At
least for the moment, he has no arms or legs. He's con¬
fined to one of my hospital beds upstairs."
The doctor was looking directly at me, seemingly
expecting a response. His tone of voice had been light
but the way he was looking at me was anything but
friendly. Then again, I could be reading him wrong. I
was trying to imagine what it must be like to He in a bed
day after day without being able to move, but I couldn't
comprehend it. The doctor was still staring at m e —
really staring—and I felt a chill envelop me as I strug¬
gled to come up with something to say. Unable to come
up with anything that might change the subject, but
feeling like I should say something, I asked, "How did
your son lose his Limbs? Was it an accident?"
"No, no accident," he said. "I cut them off him my¬
self, about three weeks ago."
For a moment, his eyes stayed locked on mine and I
can honestly say I'd never seen such cold, penetrating
eyes before. They were like dark marbles, almost rep¬
tilian in appearance, but then he laughed, and all traces
of maliciousness were instantly gone. Might not have
been any to begin with.
"That came out a little more sinister sounding than
I'd intended." The surgeon smiled. "I did have to remove
my son's arms and legs, but that was only in preparation
for his operation in the near future. Let me explain.
"My son's name is Andrew, Andrew N a t h a n Mar¬
shall, and I love him with all my heart. He's had a fairly
happy life but it's also been a difficult one. He's been
severely disabled since birth and every pain-filled day
he's endured has been my fault. It was me who caused
his disabilities and I've never forgiven myself for it. N o w
I'm hoping to finally make it up to him.
"I was a y o u n g man back in the early 1960s, a prom¬
ising doctor and surgeon who thought he knew it all.
W h a t I was, was a first-class fool. My wife, Julia, was
pregnant with our first child and was having a terrible
time with m o r n i n g sickness. M e , being
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