let me repeat: Are you out of your fucking mind?â
âNo, this is something Iâve been thinking about for a while. His letter cameââshe did a quick calculationââabout ten days ago.â
âAnd Iâm just hearing about it now? I bet you told Mom and Dad.â
Eliza had fumbled that, and badly. But Vonnie was so exhausting, ceaselessly demanding, always pulling focus. She hadnât told her precisely because she wanted to avoid this conversation. She decided to try and glide by that detail.
âHe recognized me, in one of those society photos taken for a local magazine. Apparently, weâre pretty easy to find, once youknow weâre in Bethesda. I think he used property records.â She was hedging her bets again, not telling Vonnie that Walter clearly had an accomplice in this. Jared Garrett? She couldnât see him as the owner of that perfect purple penmanship.
âBut why would you write him back?â
âBecauseââshe made up an answer on the spot, then realized it had the virtue of being trueââbecause heâll write again, and again, until I do. I know him, Vonnie.â
âHeâs a sociopath. No one knows a sociopath. Heâs bored, in prison. He has every reason to reach out and poke you, see if he can get a response. Thatâs his problem, not yours. Ignore him.â
Vonnie had never suffered from uncertainty, about anything.
âTheyâve scheduled his execution date.â
âAh, thereâs your smoking gun. Heâs using the cultural mania for closure to reach out to you. The manâs a sadist. If I were you, Iâd write back and ask if heâs trying to get in touch with his victims. Particularly the Tacketts.â
âWhy âparticularlyâ?â she asked, more sharply than she intended. Eliza had always been sensitive to this sense of hierarchy among Walterâs victims, in part because she had always been at the bottom and the top, if such a thing were possible. She was the most interesting because she lived; she was the least interesting because she lived. Holly was the prettiest, the golden girl. Hollyâs death had been particularly violent.
âWell, hers is the death that will result in his death, right? Thatâs the one heâs going to die for.â
âRight.â Maude had been killed in Maryland, which kept capital punishment on the books but was increasingly disinclined to use it. Holly Tackett had been killed in Virginia, which apparently suffered from no such qualms. âBut why would he write the Tacketts, what would he say?â
âHe might confess, for once. Thatâs not so much to ask for, is it?â
Eliza thought, but did not say: For Walter, thatâs huge. Walter never said anything that he didnât want to say. He hated, more than anything, to be forced into saying he was wrong, no matter how small the matter. The first time he had hit Eliza was when she had corrected him on the facts of the War of 1812. It had been a strange hitâa punch, direct to the stomach, something a boy might have done to another boy, and it had knocked the wind out of her. But she never corrected him again, no matter how wrong he was, and he was often wrong. On history, on math, on picayune matters of grammar and usage. And, frequently, about people. Eliza had never known anyone who was more wrong about people, women in particular.
âLook, Eliza.â Vonnie had softened her tone. âYouâre too nice for your own good. Forget Walter. Not forget âI know thatâs impossibleââ
âYouâd be surprised. Iâd barely thought of him, particularly in the past few months.â
âHmmphf.â
Eliza knew how to change the subject with her sister. âWhatâs new with you?â
âNothing. Everything. I was online at this godforsaken hour because I want to check on events in the Middle East in real