looked uncomfortable. We lost communications with them. No, Im not completely certain, but it seems likely.
Anka nodded grimly. Inform me immediately if you manage to reestablish communications. Otherwise, youll need to take a team out when its possible to retrieve the units to see if theres anything salvageable.
Onur looked uncomfortable. I think the damage to the construction site was pretty heavy, as well.
Very likely that will be more a matter of wasted man-hours than resources. Let me know when you have a full report on it.
He paused in the corridor outside of the command center, trying to decide where to go next. Remembering abruptly that hed offered to try to retrieve Sybils flight suit, he headed down to the recycling center. It wasnt difficult to find. The materials it was made of were not like anything that they had. Beyond that, there wasnt actually a lot that made it to the recycler. No one was willing to give anything up as long as there was some use to be had from it.
He hesitated as he retrieved it, an image of her in the bulky flight suit rising to his mind. He supposed it served a purpose, but she didnt need it now, regardless of what she thought. She certainly needed something, however. From the moment hed seen her in the short top and briefs that left her more bare than clothed, he had been on fire. Hed refused to consciously acknowledge it, but he wouldnt have done anything as stupid as he had if hed had an ounce of self-control or resistance. And he wouldnt have as much control now as hed had before when it was only his imagination working upon him.
It wasnt that he regretted the impulse to try to protect her. Although he acknowledged that it wouldve been a useless gesture if the hull actually had been breached, the impulse to do so was telling in itself. He hadnt considered that it would be useless. He hadnt considered anything beyond trying to protect her.
Until hed gathered her into the dubious shelter of his body. Even his fear that they would both be crushed by the atmospheric pressure and suffocated by Venus toxic fumes hadnt been enough to allow him to completely detach his mind from her then, though.
He hadnt expected to see interest in her eyes when hed looked down at her despite the way shed clung to him. Hed expected to see fear, perhaps dawning revulsion when she realized who, and what, was holding her. Maybe it was the unexpectedness of it that had thrown him completely off kilter, but that was little comfort
now.
He shouldve pulled away from her.
He didnt even know why hed felt the urge to kiss her and yet that was exactly what had popped into his mind. It was an Earth mating ritual, not theirs and, as aware of he had been of it, he had never been particularly curious about it, couldnt recall that hed ever wondered, until hed found himself looking down at Sybil, what it must feel like when they did that.
It had felt almost like the act of love-making itself, more intimate in some strange way that he couldnt quite grasp than many times when he actually had made love to a woman.
He tried to crush the thought and banish it. She wouldnt consider taking him as a lover even if it was possible, and it wasnt-not what he wanted, in any case. She wouldnt understand their customs.
He didnt completely understand the Earth customs, if it came to that, although he knew the mechanics of their various liaisons. With them they were either lovers or mates, together or not. They took lovers, but not in the way his people did. There was no real relationship. There was no expectation that they would form a long term bond, perhaps have children together. They were merely lovers and free to go to another whenever they chose. Their lovers had no rights, no expectations beyond the moment.
Not that