I
can do this.
I exit the shower and glance over
my body. My skin looks better, but not
perfect. There is definitely a real ugly
bruise on my side. I throw on a t-shirt
and open the door. The steam begins to
drift out of the room and I take a few
more minutes to brush out my long hair.
I can feel him watching me, so I
enjoy a little tease of my own. I bend
over to get my clothes making sure that
he can see between my legs in the
process. I hear him approaching so I
slowly stand up knowing he is about to
invade my space again. I feel his hips
touch first. He is careful not to
overwhelm me with his hands. I know
he is holding back and I appreciate it. I
turn my face until we are touching.
I lean back into his chest and close
my eyes. I hear him inhale deeply next
to my hair and feel his face brush up
against mine.
I melt when I feel his finger slide
down my face and then slowly graze my
arm all the way down. He doesn’t try to
grope me. He just slides a few fingers in
between mine and gently squeezes. A
tear runs down my cheek and I let it fall.
There is no way I can just be friends
with him.
That ship has sailed.
He’s flirted his way into my heart,
and to be honest I don’t want to fight it
anymore. He can be gentle and caring.
He has proven it when he stood by my
through Eaven’s hell, and now he stands
by me through my own.
“It’s about time to leave for the
airport,” he whispers.
“Ok,” I say through heavy breath.
“I’ll put some clothes on and I’ll be
ready shortly.” I smile because I know
this is only just the beginning and I’m
ready to escape the reality of home.
We make it to the airport. The
Rebel Walking agent sent us a private jet
to travel on. It’s extremely nice and by
far the best treatment that I’ve received
when traveling. I sit in the seat and try
to prepare for this trip. The trip that I
will never forget for as long as I live
because memories like this will stick
with a person forever.
Just as we are about to take off,
Eaven grabs my hand. “Leave it all in
the past! Only forward from here.” She
is reminding me that I’m not alone in
this. She gets what I’m going through
even though I refuse to share specific
details with her. She has always been
here for me. I love this girl and would
do anything for her.
“Yes. Only forward.” I smile and
feel the stress begin to leave my
shoulders. The weight of the world on
my shoulders gets lighter the further we
fly away from Missouri.
I look over at Taron and catch him
looking at me. His smile is infectious
and I’m forced to smile back. His eyes
pierce straight into mine and I see the
look of want and desire spread across
his face. I think he purposely sat across
from me so he could watch me. I use my
phone to text him.
Ivy; You a member yet? I watch his
face light up and he looks back at me
with a raised brow and that gorgeous
smile.
Taron: Not YET!
Ivy: Me neither! <3
I realize this is probably one of the
only firsts we will get to experience
with each other. I feel great right now
and that is enough incentive to make it
happen. I unbuckle my seatbelt and look
into his eyes again. There is no need to
speak now and I move to the back of the
airplane. I follow the small hall until I
find a door. When I open it, I’m
surprised to see a bed. I don’t even
bother closing the door behind me
because I know Taron is on my heels. I
stop in the middle of the small room.
He closes the door and moves in
behind me. “Are you sure you’re ready
for
this?” His whisper sounds
desperate. I know he would never force
me to do anything that I’m not ready for.
“I’m ready.” That is all it took.
His arms and large hands consume my
body instantly. He is quick to unbutton
my jeans and his touch burns my skin as
he begins his way into my panties.
His other hand slides under my
shirt until he reaches my tender breasts.
My skin