âIâm nervous.â
Owen switched on the light, closed the door and folded his arms. âAbout my qualifications?â
âOf course not!â
âGlad to hear it.â With another of those cocky grins, he led the way to the inner suite.
Baileyâs hand drifted to her midsection. âIâm not ready.â
Owen flicked on the overheads in an examining room.âIâm only going to listen to the babyâs heartbeat and perform an ultrasound. Thereâs nothing invasive.â
âItâs not the medical procedure.â
âThen what?â
This was hard to admit. âIâm not ready for the baby to be real.â
At the sink, he washed his hands. âHowâs that?â
Bailey struggled to summon the right words, for herself as well as for him. âWhen I volunteered to be a surrogate, I had this vague idea of my sister holding a baby and humming lullabies, like in some commercial. Sure, I knew Iâd get big and suffer nausea and backaches, and that eventually the little guy would have to come out of me, but it was all kind of remote.â
âSo youâd rather watch a greeting card commercial than see your own baby on an ultrasound?â
Bailey glared. âI shouldnât have expected you to understand. Itâs not like itâs your kid.â
From a cabinet, Owen took out a hospital gown, the latest model in powder-blue. Noraâs patients made do with much-laundered pink gowns. âPut this on. Iâll be back in a sec.â
âYou arenât listening!â
âYou want to change in front of me?â One eyebrow arched. âIâm game.â
She accepted the gown. âIâll talk to Nora tomorrow. Thereâs no reason for you to do this.â
âOther than the fact that weâre here?â He looked much larger than usual in this intimate room.
âIf we go home, we wonât be here,â Bailey countered. âThat will take care of that.â
He started to laugh. âYouâre a tough character.â
She narrowed her eyes. âAnd youâre stubborn as an ox.â
Gently, he reached out and rubbed his palms across hershoulders. âYouâre scared. This whole situation feels out of control, right?â
His kind tone caught her off guard. âI didnât expect to get pregnant right away,â Bailey blurted. âThen, after I did, Phyllis more or less abandoned me. I mean, about the medical care. Now Iâm sticking out to here already, which means there might be something wrong.â
Owen leaned down, his forehead close to hers. âLetâs not get ahead of ourselves. The fact that youâre large doesnât mean thereâs a problem. Thatâs what weâre here to learn.â
To Baileyâs embarrassment, tears burned in her eyes. âWhat if I see the baby and it isnâtâ¦I donât knowâ¦â
âOne step at a time,â he murmured.
Bailey felt an irrational urge to cling to Owen. A woman needed the father with her during a pregnancy. Sheâd blindly accepted the assurance that her sister would fill that role, but now she was left counting on a man she hardly knew. And he was being so gentle. If she werenât careful, sheâd put her arms around him. This was Dr. Owen Tartikoff! Was she out of her mind?
Pride, more than anything, enabled her to draw a deep breath and straighten her shoulders. âOkay. Iâll change.â
He nodded, but stayed right where he was, close enough for her to smell his aftershave lotion and that indefinable essence de Owen.
âYou can step out now, Doctor,â Bailey said with a touch of sharpness. âIâll push the button when Iâm ready.â That would activate a green light in the hallway.
âThank you, Nurse.â Looking amused, he strode out.
Bailey made a face at the blue gown in her arms. Was she actually going to let her know-it-all