breath. The last thing she
heard as the water closed over her head was Roxanne's furious shout.
Dead silence, dead silence, roaring blood in her ears, no breath. She
fought convulsively, in deep panic, but the water hampered her
movements and he was far too strong. Nightmare seclusion, no air,
thrashing limbs and a dark terror numbing her mind. Black death, no
breath, oppressive water bearing her down, dead silence, paralysing,
paralysing.
She fought herself as much as he, knowing eternity as a torment.
Don't fight. Don't panic. God, she was panicking. She tried, one last
time, to push back that overwhelming, mind robbing terror. Phobias
are irrational. But it was too late, the eternity had caught up with
her, and so had the terror, swamping her mind like the water had
swamped her body, black and total, black and total; she knew she
was drowning, she knew despair. A sob broke from her snarling,
panic- rigid lips, and water filled her mouth. Perhaps five, certainly
not ten, seconds had passed. She curled tight, and motionless.
But then movement exploded under the water, that motionless, death-
filled tomb that rotted at her strength and took away her reason. The
manacles at her ankles abruptly loosed her, but she couldn't move her
locked, trembling limbs and felt herself drift. Another sob, and she
swallowed water the wrong way, immediately retching, swallowing
more, seeing dancing spots behind her eyelids as a true unconscious
blackness roared at her like an oncoming train.
Her head broke water at the same moment as hard, compelling hands
snatched at her. Open, blinking eyes seeing nothing r but streaming
wetness and golden brown skin. Her head bent to the water, mouth
open; she tried to breathe, tried to retch, coming out with a strangled,
choking sound. Her shoulders, under the impersonal hands,
convulsed as she weakly tried to sob. Then the sounds hit her of
Roxanne screaming at Jeffrey, in a rage, 'You damned idiot! You
stupid jerk!'
Through it all, Jeffrey said, stunned and blank, 'What's wrong with
her? What happened?'
She couldn't move her limbs, couldn't do anything but shake horribly
and loathe the water so dangerously near, so ready to suck her down.
Then Pierce said, directly in front of her and shocked to a whisper,
'My God.' Blinking her eyes to clear them of the water, all she could
do was stare at him, uncomprehending and blank, eyes black and
immense, face pinched, teeth chattering. Everyone else watched,
appalled.
Pierce drew her close, and bent his head. Where had he come from?
Her fingers clutched bruisingly at his upper arms. He pushed her face
to his bare chest, and she tried to say something, but all that came out
was a terrified whimper. Her rigid body was flush to his, and his
arms went around her tightly. He murmured in her ear, soothingly.
But what she heard the loudest was Roxanne's retort to Jeffrey. 'She
can't stand having her head under water, genius! For God's sake, why
couldn't you act your age, and leave her be!'
Pierce said to her quietly, 'Now calm down, sweetheart. It's over, all
over.' The fear began to recede, like low tide. But when he loosened
his arms a bit, she convulsively jerked, drawing her legs up as her
fingers raised welts on his skin. He appeared to be quite unaware.
'I'm not going to let you go. Don't worry, I've no intention of letting
you loose until we're at least out of the water.'
The others couldn't hear what he was saying in her ear, but they
could see her distress. Roxanne asked, voice hushed, 'Cap, are you
OK?'
Tightly, voice catching, she gulped, 'Fine. Be OK in a second.'
'I didn't know,' Jeffrey said. 'I'm sorry.'
Pierce sent a look over her head to his younger brother, eyes like
black steel. After that, he ignored Jeffrey totally, and began to walk
slowly out of the water with her. She heard Emory say,
uncomfortably, 'Uh, anything we can do?'
Pierce said, common-sensible, 'We're going to sit in the sun
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