Free If Tomorrow Comes by Sidney Sheldon Page B

face and another into her stomach. Someone was on top of her, holding her down, smothering her, while obscene hands violated her.
    Tracy broke loose for an instant, but one of the women grabbed her and slammed her head against the bars. She felt the blood spurt from her nose. She was thrown to the concrete floor, and her hands and legs were pinned down. Tracy fought like a madwoman, but she was no match for the three of them. She felt cold hands and hot tongues caressing her body. Her legs were spread apart and a hard, cold object was shoved inside her. She writhed helplessly, desperately trying to call out. An arm moved across her mouth, and Tracy sank her teeth into it, biting down with all her strength.
    There was a muffled cry. “You cunt!”
    Fists pounded her face…She sank into the pain, deeper and deeper, until finally she felt nothing.
    It was the clanging of the bell that awakened her. She was lying on the cold cement floor of her cell, naked. Her three cell mates were in their bunks.
    In the corridor, Iron Pants was calling out, “Rise and shine.” As the matron passed the cell, she saw Tracy lying on the floor in a small pool of blood, her face battered and one eye swollen shut.
    “What the hell’s goin’ on here?” She unlocked the door and stepped inside the cell.
    “She musta fell outta her bunk,” Ernestine Littlechap offered.
    The matron walked over to Tracy’s side and nudged her with her foot. “You! Get up.”
    Tracy heard the voice from a far distance. Yes , she thought, I must get up; I must get out of here. But she was unable to move. Her body was screaming out with pain.
    The matron grabbed Tracy’s elbows and pulled her to a sitting position, and Tracy almost fainted from the agony.
    “What happened?”
    Through one eye Tracy saw the blurred outlines of her cell mates silently waiting for her answer.
    “I—I—” Tracy tried to speak, but no words would come out. She tried again, and some deep-seated atavistic instinct made her say, “I fell off my bunk…”
    The matron snapped, “I hate smart asses. Let’s put you in the bing till you learn some respect.”
    It was a form of oblivion, a return to the womb. She was alone in the dark. There was no furniture in the cramped basement cell, only a thin, worn mattress thrown on the cold cement floor. A noisome hole in the floor served as a toilet. Tracy lay there in the blackness, humming folk songs to herself that her father had taught her long ago. She had no idea how close she was to the edge of insanity.
    She was not sure where she was, but it did not matter. Only the suffering of her brutalized body mattered. I must have fallen down and hurt myself, but Mama will take care of it. She called out in a broken voice, “Mama…,” and when there was no answer, she fell asleep again.
    She slept for forty-eight hours, and the agony finally receded to pain, and the pain gave way to soreness. Tracy opened her eyes. She was surrounded by nothingness. It was so dark that she could not even make out the outline of the cell. Memories came flooding back. They had carried her to the doctor. She could hear his voice: “…a broken rib and a fractured wrist. We’ll tape them up…The cuts and bruises are bad, but they’ll heal. She’s lost the baby…”
    “Oh, my baby,” Tracy whispered. “They’ve murdered my baby.”
    And she wept. She wept for the loss of her baby. She wept for herself. She wept for the whole sick world.
    Tracy lay on the thin mattress in the cold darkness, and she was filled with such an overpowering hatred that it literally shook her body. Her thoughts burned and blazed until her mind was empty of every emotion but one: vengeance. It was not a vengeance directed against her three cell mates. They were victims as much as she. No; she was after the men who had done this to her, who had destroyed her life.
    Joe Romano: “Your old lady held out on me. She didn’t tell me she had a horny-looking daughter…”
    Anthony