sketching out a first draft of Chapter One, based on what you said. You know, about starting at the present and letting the past unfold as required. Great idea, Janey. I think Iâve got some good stuff down on paper.â
I leaned back against my smoky pillows. My hair reeked.
The Gnat was a little too awake for me. How could she be so coherent and on top of things at six-thirty in the morning?
âSo Iâd really like you take a look before I flesh it all out,â Natasha added. âI mainly focused on why I signed the legal papers while you-know-who was practically inside me.â
I cringed. That was just what I needed on a Monday morning following the Sunday morning I learned that my one and only serious boyfriend had gotten married: an earful on how Natasha had signed each letter of her name to the grinding motion of The Actorâs expert sexual strokes.
I sat up and forced myself to focus. âOkay, so, um, it has to be later than ten, since thatâs when our editorial meeting usually ends.â
âTenâs great,â Natasha said. âSee you later!â
I hung up and fell back against the pillows.
Was she allowed to call me at home? Iâd have to set a few ground rules with the Gnat. She might have been a faux celebrity, but I didnât work twenty-four/seven. I was about to date twenty-four/seven, but that was another story. Who did she think she was, anyway, calling me at home?
This totally sucked. I couldnât wallow in my misery with my family, and now I couldnât even wallow at work. After all, I supposedly led a fabulous life, making a 100K a year with a boyfriend who owned a brownstone. That woman wouldnât care that her ex-boyfriend had gotten married. In the brideâs hometown, no less.
But the real Jane Gregg did. Very, very much. So much so that sheâd lit an extra candle in St. Monicaâs yesterdayâto say goodbye to whatever lingering hope sheâd unconsciously hung on to about Max realizing heâd made a mistake by dumping her.
Eloise had insisted it wasnât pathetic of me. It was closure, sheâd said.
âOh, oh, oh-ohâ Squeak. Squeak. Squeeeeeeak. âOhhhhhhhhhhh! Oh yeah!â
I banged against the wall and covered my face with my smoky pillow.
Four
âT he baby just pooped, everyone!â Gwen Welle announced from the speakerphone.
Even when she was on maternity leave, I couldnât escape her. She insisted on calling in for editorial meetings. Like anything important ever went on at these weekly wastes of time.
Could you tell I was in a bad mood?
The editorial staff of Posh Publishing had been in the conference room for half an hour, and all Iâd learned was that a singer whose career had died in the eighties had signed on for a tell-all, as had a computer geek who insisted heâd been ruined by Bill Gates. Plus, our managing editor, Paulette Igerman, complained to Remke that Jeremy had changed the publication date of a book without alerting her. Paulette seemed to be the only woman alive immune to Jeremyâs charisma. I didnât get it. Eloise was sure that Paulette was a lesbian.
âMorgan, order in a Continental breakfast for Janeâs meeting with Nutley,â Remke said, tapping his pen on the agenda. âKeep it under twenty.â
I smiled. Morgan glanced at me with contempt. So, Iâd done it. Iâd crossed that golden line with Remke. I was now too important to order a fruit plate, a platter of Danishes and a gallon of orange juice from the gourmet deli down the street for my own meeting with an author. Morgan had to order it for me. That was something.
I felt Jeremyâs gaze pass over me for a moment. What did he think of me? I honestly didnât know. I did know that he considered me hardworking. Gwen had offered that tidbit of praise from Jeremy in each of my performance reviews. And he seemed to think I had potential to be a good editor; he