headââMy colleagueâs doing some
fascinating
research on Queens. Sheâll just ride your trains for
hours.
â
Your trains,
I thought.
Your trains.
The Chinese grannies, clutching red plastic bags brimming with bitter greens between their ankles, regarded Devon with amused curiosity. They watched as she freed her fingers from her motherâs grasp and wormed her arm through mine.
* * *
When we got to Food, Hwan was out front restocking fruit. Beth marched up to him with an extended hand. âBeth, Beth Mazer. A real
pleasure.
â
Hwan tentatively took her hand with his own, and Beth proceeded to squeeze the life out of it.
âJaneâs told us
so
much about you.â
âEh, about me?â Hwanâs face broke into a funny grin.
I realized Beth had mistaken Hwan for Sang. âBeth, thatâs Hwan, not my uncle.â
Hwan smiled wider with embarrassment. He had one of those compact bodies that radiated entirely whatever he was feelingâthis day it was nervous energy. Beth looked mortified. At that point I knew her well enough to guess what she was thinking: that we all looked alike
.
It was the same expression sheâd made during my interview. âI didnât mean toâI mean . . .â
Flustered, she looked at me helplessly.
âItâs okay, Beth. It happens all the time,â I had the
nunchi
to say, even though Hwan was much younger than Sang. I led Beth and Devon inside.
Hannah was at the register. We exchanged a brief helloâthere was a long line of customers, and they didnât like it when you chitchatted. I felt a pang of guilt for not helping out. Beth and Devon oohed
and aahed, as if they were staring at dioramas in the natural history museum.
Sang was over by the refrigerated beverage cases with Mrs. OâGall. Heâd abandoned his hand truck, loaded with boxes. Sang did not like to be interrupted when he was with customers, and Mrs. OâGall, shaking a head of iceberg lettuce at my uncle, did not like to be interrupted period.
Beth looked tentatively at me, and perhaps thinking Iâd given her the go-ahead, she once again charged forward. â
You
must be Sang Re! Beth, Beth Mazer.â Beth inserted her hand over the head of wilted iceberg.
Sang blinked at her. âWho you are?â
Beth took a literal step back. âIâm Janeâs . . . well, the mother of the family Jane works
with
. You know,
Jane,
your niece.â
âLady, get on line. I was here first.â Mrs. OâGall shooed Beth away with her lettuce. âLike I was saying, Re. You wonât get away with selling this rotten stuff in your store.â
âMy dauâ Jane gonna help you out, Mrs. OâGall.â Sang jerked his head at me, while he slid over to talk to Beth.
âHow are you, Mrs. OâGall?â I jumped in. âDid you bring your receipt this time?â
This was part of Mrs. OâGallâs routineâshe plucked a few leaves of lettuce from a head before returning the whole thing. I once asked Sang why he didnât try to fight her, but he just shrugged his shoulders.
She not do like this if she not have to.
She fished in her pocketbook and handed me a crumpled receipt dated two weeks back. âHere. You happy?â
I couldnât fight her either, and I ran to get a new head of iceberg. Behind me Beth introduced Devon to Sang. I heard my uncleâs voice ring out: âBut she not look like you!â
âBecause we developed an âalternative birth plan.ââ
âWhat that means?â Sang said.
I hurried to finish up with Mrs. OâGall.
When I returned to Sang and Beth, my uncle was saying, âThen you near Mr. Park. He own grocery Henry Street. But he not my friend.â Sang peered over Bethâs shoulder, keeping watch on the store.
Bethâs eyebrows pinched together, the way they did when she explainedâor rather