Free Life's Next Chapter by Sarah Goodman Page A

into his chest. I grind into him and rock my hips. Feeling the burn in my lower stomach makes me go harder and faster. Luke lowers his head to suckle on my breast. I’m whimpering from the pure bliss of what I’m feeling. I’ve never felt this full. Luke’s cock is doing things to me that have never happened before.
    I keep pushing the feel of my orgasm away. I don’t want to come, yet. I want to come with Luke. He’s giving me this hard look of fury, want, desire, and pain. I want the sparkle in his eyes to come back. I bring his mouth to mine and kiss him. Still rocking my hips hard, I kiss him slowly and softly. Praying my lips will tell him how I feel, I want him to open up to me. Tell me that what I am doing is helping him. With my lips I plead my worries to him.
    He pulls back and whispers, “I’m going to come, Kate.” With those words I make my aching lower body work harder and faster. He throws his head back against the seat. Once I feel his cock enlarge, I let go and feel my world tilt as we find the release that’s been building since the day we met. I’m left sweating and trembling from the effects of a mind-blowing orgasm. An orgasm so intense my teeth are chattering and my legs are quivering.
    Luke still has his head back against the seat. Shit! Grabbing his face with both of my hands, I pull him to me. Eye to eye, I command, “Luke Ashton, don’t you dare shut me out. I’m here for you, please talk to me…say something?” With begging eyes I plead with him.
    “Sunshine…mine…you’re mine!” he proclaims, and I’m stunned. Not what I was expecting he would say.
    “I’m sorry about the song and making you go…there. You scared me when you wouldn’t talk to me. What do you want me to do when you have these triggers? How can I help you?” I plead to him, wanting some direction of a way to help him cope.
    “Sunshine, I don’t want you to be scared. Please know I will never hurt you. What you just did helped me. Thank you, baby,” he says, kissing me on the forehead. “Got to say, this is not how I wanted our first time to go. I want to kiss every inch of your body, want to worship it. You. Amaze. Me. Kate.”
    Kissing him back, I reply, “You’re pretty amazing, too.”
    I end up having the worst leg cramp, so I open the door, still naked, and stand against the truck, getting dressed. Luckily the road we’re on is ‘no man’s land’ and we weren’t sticking out like a sore thumb, but I gave Luke a great laugh. Walking around the truck, I hop back in, slide my boots back on and get us back on the road; we delayed our travels by almost forty minutes. He holds my hand again, and smiles at me.
    “I want to take you and the girls out.”
    Looking at those sparkling green eyes, I’m stunned, “You do? Like a date?”
    “Yeah, like a date. With the most beautiful woman I’ve ever laid eyes on and two of the cutest girls I’ve ever met.” I just smile; smile that this man wants me in his life, along with my girls. I still have reservations about starting a relationship. As much as I want to be with Luke, commitment scares the shit out of me.
    “Luke, my life story is crazy and complicated, why would you attempt this?” I ask.
    “Sunshine, we can’t erase our past, but we sure as hell can turn the page in your story and create our own crazy, happy life together.” He knows exactly what to say and when to say it. I have to tell Beth that I think I have turned the page in my life. Now, I’m entering my next chapter .
     

 

     
     

     
     
    I WENT SOLO for the second trip to Ocala with just my runaway thoughts to keep me company. I told Luke to stay and finish his work in the clinic. The girls need to be picked up on my way home anyway. I blare the radio, hoping to drive out the absurd thoughts going through my dense head. I can’t believe what I did. Look at me, I haven’t been alone with a penis in forever and the first thing I do is impale my body on one. What the hell