that her
movements were deft and exact with long practice even while her brain tended to
go off on its own and contemplate her next meeting of swords with Tor, or the
nagging Teka was sure to begin within the next day or two for her to darn her
stockings since they all had holes in them and lately she had perforce always to
wear boots when she attended the court in the great hall so that the holes
wouldn’t show. She was thinking that the green stockings probably had the
smallest and most mendable holes, and she had to have dinner in the hall tonight.
Since she’d turned eighteen she’d been expected to take part in the dancing
occasionally, and there was sure to be dancing tonight since the dinner was in
honor of Thorped and his son, who were here from the south; one of Thorped’s
daughters was one of Galanna’s ladies. It was difficult dancing in boots and she
needed all the help she could get. At this point she realized that her arm was
getting tired—and that the bit of yellow-slick wood was peacefully ignoring the
fire that burned around it, and that the iron tongs were getting hot in her hand.
She jumped, and knocked over the candlestick and dropped the hot tongs, and
the greasy bit of wood skittered over the dusty, woodchip-littered floor, picking
up shreds and shavings till it looked like a new sort of pomander. She had set up
shop in a deserted stone shed near Talat’s pasture that had once held kindling
and things like old axe handles and sticks of wood that might make new axe
handles, and she had never gotten around to sweeping the floor. Her hands were
shaking so badly that she dropped the candle again when she tried to pick it up,
and missed when she went to stamp out the thread of smoke that rose from the
floor where the candle had fallen.
She checked her notes to be sure she could read what she had written about
the proportions of this particular attempt; then blew out the candle and went off
in a daze to darn stockings.
Teka asked her twice, sharply, what was the matter with her, as she tried to
help her dress for the court dinner. Aerin’s darns were worse than usual—which
was saying a good deal, and Teka had said even more when she saw them, but as
much out of worry for her sol’s extraordinary vagueness as from straightforward
exasperation at yet another simply homely task done ill. Usually, big court dinners
made Aerin clumsy and rather desperately here-and-now. Teka finally tied
ribbons around both of Aerin’s ankles to hide the miserable lumps of mending
and was even more appalled when Aerin did not object. Ankle ribbons were all
the fashion among the higher-born young ladies this year; when this first became
apparent Teka had had a difficult time convincing Aerin not to lengthen all her
skirts eight inches, that they might drag on the floor and render all questions of
ankle adornment academic; and Teka was fairly sure the only reason she’d won
the argument was that Aerin couldn’t face the thought of all the sewing such a
project would entail.
Teka hung a tassel at the front of one ankle, to fall gracefully over the high arch
of Aerin’s long foot (not that it would stay there; Galanna and the others had
developed a coy little hitch and skip to their walk, to make their tassels fall
forward as they should), and pinned a small silver brooch bearing the royal crest
on the other, and Aerin didn’t even fidget. She was dreamily staring into space;
she was even wearing a slight smile. Could she have fallen in love? Teka
wondered. Who? Thorped’s son—what was his name? Surely not. He was half a
head shorter than she and wispy.
Teka sighed and stood up. “Aerin—are you sure you’re not ill?” she said.
Aerin came back to herself with a visible jerk and said, “Dear Teka, I’m fine.
Truly I am.” Then she looked down with a scowl and wiggled her ankles. “Ugh,”
“They hide your—dare I call them—darns,” Teka said
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