great effort, he opened his eyes: 9:15. He had
to be at work at ten. Just another five minutes… He slapped
the Snooze button and closed his eyes, falling back
asleep immediately.
When he woke again, it was almost noon and his
phone was ringing.
“Where the hell are you?” Hera demanded.
“Huh?”
“Rim Job’s having a fit. We’re slammed. Lunch
rush. Where are you?”
“Shit,” Aiden said, clambering out of bed. “Sorry,
shit. Tell her I’ll—”
“Were you sleeping?”
“No, I—Fuck, Hera, tell her I’ll be right there.”
Hera’s voice softened. “Why don’t I tell her you’re
sick?”
“No, don’t. I’m on my way.”
He hung up, threw on his work clothes, and hurried
out the door. When he got to Joe’s, he expected Rima to
chew him a new one. Instead she smiled at him a little
sadly and asked him to meet her in her office.
“Aiden.” Rima tapped her fingernails against her
desk. “There have been some issues with your job
performance lately.”
Aiden blushed. “I know. I’ll get it together, I
promise.”
“You’ve been a good employee. Joe’s really
appreciates the work you’ve put in this year. But we
have a strict tardiness policy. Three strikes and you’re
out. This is your strike three.”
“What? No—Can’t this just be a warning?”
“I warned you last week when you came in late. I
don’t know what’s going on with you lately, but frankly
I’m a little worried. Not just as your employer.”
“I’m fine,” Aiden snapped. “Or I’d be fine if
everyone would just back off.”
“Everyone?”
Aiden rubbed his forehead. “I’m sorry. I’ve just
been stressed out. I didn’t realize I was in danger of—
Fuck.” He scrubbed his eyes with his fists.
“You don’t look good,” Rima said.
“Yeah, well, I just got fired.”
“It’s policy, Aiden. It’s in your handbook. I wish I
could make an exception, but I can’t.”
“Yeah, I get it.” Aiden didn’t care that he was being
rude. “I’ll go.”
“You can pick up your final paycheck next
Thursday.”
“Thanks,” he muttered, all but stomping out of
Rima’s office. He was glad there was no sign of Hera as
he crossed the kitchen and left through the back door. He
got in his car and drove to Jackson Pier. It was too cold
for sitting out by the lake, and he’d forgotten a jacket in
his hurry this morning. He sat there until he was numb,
until his nose ran and his lips were chapped and his
fingers refused to bend. His teeth chattered as he
returned to his car. He turned the heat on full blast and
drove back to his house.
His stomach plunged as he remembered he was
expected at Scott’s tonight. Some nights, he dreaded
seeing Scott. Others, he was excited, or at least restless
enough that the pain Scott provided was a welcome
distraction. Right now he dreaded the idea of being in
Scott’s house, in Scott’s bed. Of being insulted,
humiliated, hurt.
What was he going to do? He didn’t even have
enough money saved to cover his upcoming rent—with
his upcoming paycheck, he’d have just enough for this
month. He couldn’t afford utilities, that was for sure.
There were no jobs in this town—he’d been lucky to find
Joe’s. And what about his grad school application fees?
He was fucked.
Absolutely fucked.
Maybe it was a sign. A sign that he shouldn’t go to
grad school, that it was time to move to a city and start
pursuing an acting career.
With what money?
He gripped the steering wheel with still-numb
fingers and choked back a sob.
He’d call Scott and tell him he wasn’t coming over
tonight. Scott could just deal with that.
He dialed Scott’s number, intending to be firm and
assertive. Scott answered, and Aiden’s voice broke on
“Hello.”
He ended up pouring out the whole story to Scott,
who listened quietly, then said, “I’m sorry.”
He sounded so sincerely sympathetic that Aiden
was taken aback. “Thanks,”