moving. I could see a
long line of cars ahead of us. The radio was turned off. I heard the low hum of car
motors and could smell exhaust coming from a nearby car muffler.
“What
happened?”
I
asked.
My grandfather looked irritated. “We haven’t moved for a while. I think there was
an accident. Look at that map and see if there’s another way we can get home.”
I grabbed the large atlas Nana had placed in the car and opened it to the state of
Tennessee. “It looks like the next exit will take us through Pigeon Forge. It’s out
of the way, but it’ll get us to 40 eventually.” I showed him, pointing to it on the
map.
He turned on his signal and looked to his right, giving the driver next to us a look
that read “let me over or else.” The driver immediately complied and allowed us
get in front of him. It took more than twenty more minutes to reach the exit, which
had only been a quarter of a mile away. We rode down the US-441 Scenic
Parkway, passing through towns like Sevierville and Gatlinburg before we
reached the Great Smoky Mountains National Park. Most of the leaves had fallen
off of the trees. My grandfather stopped the car so we could stretch and trade
places driving. He handed me the keys and we stood side-by-side staring at the
beautiful view of mountain upon mountain. I took the camera out of my purse and
held
it
up
to
us
to
take
a
photo.
“Hang on. I gotta get something.” He wandered to the car and grabbed something
from the back seat. “Can’t take a photo without these.” He smiled and put the
Elvis
inspired
sunglasses
on
his
face.
“That’s a good look.” I took the camera and held it far away from us, taking several
photos trying to capture our moment in front of the Great Smokey Mountains.
“Let’s
get
home.”
We continued to drive off the beaten path on winding, mountainous roads until
we reached Highway 40 again. For some reason, I didn’t react like I had when I
drove on it the first part of the trip. I was too busy thinking about getting home,
that
I
didn’t
have
time
to
dwell.
We arrived at my grandparents’ house just as the sun was beginning to set.
Jesse’s car was parked off to the side of their front yard. He and Nana were
talking on the front porch. Something was wrong. I could sense it. Jesse didn’t
smile–he looked stressed. Nana was frowning. I wondered what had happened
and knew whatever it was, it was serious. The sullen expression on his face said
it all.
Chapter 6
The mood was solemn. A breadth of seriousness hung loosely in the air. My
grandfather and I walked up the porch steps carrying our suitcases. Nana was
relieved to see us. She kissed my grandfather on the cheek and then reached
over to hug me. “I’m so glad y’all are home,” she said, her soft cheek brushed
against
mine.
“We are, too. We had fun, though, didn’t we, Finn?” My grandfather said to me. I
nodded a faint “yes” while glancing at Jesse. His expression was grim.
Nana took my suitcase out of my hand and said, “I’ll get that for you. You two talk.
I’d like to spend some time alone with my husband.” She wrapped her arm in his,
and
they
went
inside
the
house.
As soon as the door closed, I faced Jesse and asked, “What’s wrong?”
His expression was pained. He shook his head slightly. “My dad has had a
relapse.”
I wrapped my arms around him. “Oh Jesse, I’m so sorry.”
He released my hold and motioned for me to sit down next to him on the swing.
We sat down side-by-side. I didn’t say anything. I let him dictate the mood and
the
flow
of
the
conversation.
“It was really bad, Finn,” his voice was strained. “He got fired from his job. I had
no idea; he didn’t say anything to me.” His voice was low and his hands were
clenched into tight fists. “I suspect he’s been drinking again for a while. I think
that’s
why
he
got
fired.”
“You couldn’t