instinctively protective gesture.
Because, it occurred to her, it was a command that could be all too
easy—all too dangerously, fatally easy—to obey.
Oh, dear God, she thought. What's happening to me?
CHAPTER FIVE
IT RAINED again during the night. Charlie, wakeful and restless,
could hear the relentless drumming on the roof, and decided that it
was marginally more of a blessing than a curse.
At least while the storms persisted they would keep the priest from
Laragosa at bay, she thought, irritably punching her pillow into
shape.
Dinner had been a difficult meal. Her nervousness about the
confused state of her emotions had imposed constraints upon the
conversation, and they had eaten mainly in silence. As soon as
coffee had been drunk, Charlie had used the feeble excuse of a
headache to slip away to her room.
Well, Riago da Santana's room, she amended, except that all traces
of his presence had now been removed with discreet thoroughness.
But what good did that do, when the bed still remained— a potent
and forceful reminder of his usage of her?
Just as she'd been unable, last night, to move away from his
imprisoning arm, she now found it impossible to escape from her
memories.
But she had to do that. She had to close her mind to the past if she
was ever to have any peace again. Because there could be no future
for her here in this savage wilderness with a stranger.
Although she seemed to be learning more about him all the time, she
admitted unwillingly to herself. She'd managed to discover, for
instance, why Riago spoke such good English. On leaving school,
he'd been at university and business school in both Britain and
America, and he'd spent a year in Malaysia, studying the methods of
rubber production there.
'Although the conditions that exist there and here on the Rio Tiajos
are hardly comparable,' he had supplemented drily. 'It has never
been possible to plant rubber trees in neat rows in Brazil. Henry
Ford tried to do this in his model plantation Fordlandia, and failed.
He did not realise the Amazon imposes its own conditions on those
who try to tame it. The hevea needs the protection of other trees and
foliage or it becomes vulnerable to pests and leaf blight.'
'Can't the pests be eradicated?'
'I doubt whether we could even identify them all, although some
progress has been made. But pesticides must be used with care, or
other parts of the ecology can be damaged, as you know. So I have
made sure that all the new seedlings I have planted over the past
eighteen months are well scattered.'
'But won't that mean, eventually, that collecting the rubber will take
more time?' Charlie had wrinkled her nose.
'Yes,' he'd said. 'But time is something we have in abundance in the
rain forest.'
Well, Charlie thought, staring into the darkness, that might be true
for him, but not for her. She couldn't wait to get out of here, and
back to reality. All she had to do was find a way.
One idea that presented itself was to persuade him to take her with
him to the rubber plantation and the collective processing plant, and
that was why she'd tried to evince an intelligent interest in what he'd
been telling her.
And it was quite fascinating, she was forced to admit, although he
undoubtedly had an uphill struggle on his hands. It was also
gratifying that he seemed to possess such sympathy and concern for
the environment. He was clearly a more complex personality than
she'd first imagined, and would not be too easy to forget.
Determinedly she wrenched her mind back to her plan. She would
have to get him to trust her sufficiently to allow her to come and go
relatively unsupervised. And that would be a problem because
Riago da Santana was no one's fool. He wouldn't be convinced by a
sudden pretence of submission.
But she still had her money, after all, intact in her bag, and once
she'd established herself as a regular visitor to the plantation maybe
it would be possible to