Free Unravel Me by Tahereh Mafi Page A

earnestly. “It feels a lot better. Really.
     Thank you so much.”
    The cuts are practically healed and I can actually move my fingers now. I inspect
     the brand-new, thinner bandage they’ve wrapped across my knuckles. The girls explained
     to me that most of the damage was internal; it seems I traumatized whatever invisible
     bone in my body is responsible for my curse “gift.”
    “All right. Let’s go,” Sara says, shaking her head. “We’re walking you back to the
     room.”
    “No—please—it’s okay—” I try to protest but they’re already grabbing my arms and I’m
     too feeble to fight back. “This is unnecessary—”
    “You’re being ridiculous,” they chorus.
    “I don’t want you to have to go through the trouble—”
    “You’re being ridiculous,” they chorus again.
    “I—I’m really not—” But they’re already leading me out of the room and down the hall
     and I’m hobbling along between them. “I promise I’m fine,” I tell them. “Really.”
    Sonya and Sara share a loaded look before they smile at me, not unkindly, but there’s
     an awkward silence between us as we move through the halls. I spot people walking
     past us and immediately duck my head. I don’t want to make eye contact with anyone
     right now. I can’t even imagine what they must’ve heard about the damage I’ve caused.
     I know I’ve managed to confirm all of their worst fears about me.
    “They’re only afraid of you because they don’t know you,” Sara says quietly.
    “Really,” Sonya adds. “We barely know you and we think you’re great.”
    I’m blushing fiercely, wondering why embarrassment always feels like ice water in
     my veins. It’s like all of my insides are freezing even though my skin is burning
     hot too hot.
    I hate this.
    I hate this feeling.
    Sonya and Sara stop abruptly. “Here we are,” they say together.
    We’re in front of our bedroom door. I try to unlatch myself from their arms but they
     stop me. Insist on staying with me until they’re sure I’ve gotten inside okay.
    So I stay with them.
    And I knock on my own door, because I’m not sure what else to do.
    Once.
    Twice.
    I’m waiting just a few seconds, just a few moments for fate to answer when I realize
     the full impact of Sonya’s and Sara’s presence beside me. They’re offering me smiles
     that are supposed to be encouraging, bracing, reinforcing. They’re trying to lend
     me their strength because they know I’m about to face something that isn’t going to
     make me happy.
    And this thought makes me happy.
    If only for a fleeting moment.
    Because I think wow, I imagine this is what it’s like to have friends.
    “Ms. Ferrars.”
    Castle opens the door just enough for me to see his face. He nods at me. Glances down
     at my injured hand. Back up at my face. “Very good,” he says, mostly to himself. “Good,
     good. I’m happy to see you’re doing better.”
    “Yes,” I manage to say. “I—th-thank you, I—”
    “Girls,” he says to Sonya and Sara. He offers them a bright, genuine smile. “Thank
     you for all you’ve done. I’ll take it from here.”
    They nod. Squeeze my arms once before letting go and I sway for just a second before
     I find my footing. “I’m all right,” I tell them as they try to reach for me. “I’ll
     be fine.”
    They nod again. Wave, just a little, as they back away.
    “Come inside,” Castle says to me.
    I follow him in.

THIRTEEN
    1 bunk bed on one side of the wall.
    1 single bed on the other side.
    That’s all this room consists of.
    That, and Adam, who is sitting on my single bed, elbows propped up on his knees, face
     in his hands. Castle shuts the door behind us, and Adam startles. Jumps up.
    “Juliette,” he says, but he’s not looking at me; he’s looking at all of me. His eyes
     are searching my body as if to ensure I’m still intact, arms and legs and everything
     in between. It’s only when he finds my face that he meets my gaze; I step