know youâre not supposed to be working in your condition,â Gage said, a wave of protectiveness for his man coming over him and partially dislodging the blockage in his chest.
âThis why you called? To play nurse?â But the smile in Bradyâs voice told Gage he was pleased at the interruption. Such a small thing, but it was everything he needed in this moment. Gage could feel his bones loosening, his blood simmering down, his lungs expanding to receive full breaths.
A return to his unsinkable self.
âJust wanted to hear how you were doing.â And right now your voice is the only thing stopping me from breaking apart into a million screams.
âYou sound different. Everythinâ okay?â
âPeachy keen.â He added, âCanât wait to taste you again, Chef.â
That earned him a husky âGage,â and by the sound of the crewâs jeers in the background, Brady must have blushed. Or developed a visible hard-on.
Either way, Operation Diversion: success!
Three minutes later, Gage walked into the activity room and spotted her in her usual cozy armchair by the window. She has no power over you anymore. You are stronger than you have ever been. You are loved by awesome people.
Tentatively he approached, ensuring he made a little noise so as not to frighten her when he landed a hand on her shoulder.
âEmmaline,â he said, the name clotting in his throat like lumpy gravy. The next words emerged barely above a whisper. âMom, itâs Gage.â
She looked up, her face open and accepting. That smileâa funhouse version of the one he saw in the mirror every dayâcaught at his heart, and he immediately knew. Sheâd retreated into herself, those memories creeping back to the dark recesses.
Heâd missed his chance.
âOh, John, you came.â She squeezed his hand. âSit and tell me all about your day.â
So he sat and told her, half-relieved at the death-row reprieve, not ready for the full-on truth.
Wondering if he ever would be.
T HE TEXT CAME IN AT 2:10 A.M. Just got off a shift at the bar. U up for a visit?
Bradyâs heartâand dickâjumped. He texted back: Sure.
Should he wrestle a T-shirt on and cover up? Yes, Gage had seen his scars already, but there was no need to shove them in his face. On the other side was the discomfort of working a tee over his shoulder and . . . The decision was made for him when his buzzer interrupted the internal debate, sounding remarkably like hereâs-yo-booty-call. Gage must have been close by when he sent that text.
Look at me, grinninâ like a fool.
Gageâs blond head appeared at the top of the stairs and Brady saw the moment he clicked over to his sunny self. Like a lamp.
âWhatâs wrong?â Brady asked, concerned.
Gage stopped, hands in jean pockets. âNothing. Just wanted some company.â That voice was sexy as ever, but there was something else. An edge of weariness that sounded so strange on him. He lay a hand on Bradyâs hip, covered in gray sweats, and nuzzled his neck. Didnât kiss him, just breathed him in.
âYou gonna turn down a little company?â
Nah, I donât want a blow job . . . said no one ever.
So why wasnât Brady all over this? Something about Gageâs body language was throwing him off what little game he had.
He cupped that strong jaw with the day-old stubble and wandered fingertips to the thundering pulse at the base of his throat. âGage. Talk to me.â
âIâm fine . . . Iâm just . . . Iâm . . .â The smile slipped and the world tilted and Brady was pushed back against the doorframe while Gage fucked his mouth with his tongue. Such hunger. It howled through Bradyâs body like a cat-five hurricane.
A shocking question cut through the storm: was it possible that Gage actually needed him?
In the brief time theyâd