The Face of Death
ready to leave and the helicopter has gone. The neighborhood is quiet again, though I can hear the sounds of the city just a few blocks away. Windows are lit up along the street, families are inside, every curtain is drawn. I imagine if I checked them, I’d find every door locked too.
    “Good work,” Dawes said to me as we watched the EMTs load an unconscious Sarah into the back of an ambulance. They were moving fast; she’d started to turn gray and her teeth were chattering. Signs of shock.
    “Thanks.”
    “I mean it, Agent Barrett. This could have turned out a lot worse.” He pauses. “We had a hostage situation six months ago. A meth-freak dad with a gun. He’d beat up his wife, but what really worried us was the fact that he was waving that gun around with one hand while he cradled his five-month-old daughter in his free arm.”
    “Bad,” I say.
    “Real bad. Add to it that he was high, I mean flying. You ever see a meth-freak when they’re wigging out? It’s a combination of hallucinations and paranoia. Not much for a hostage negotiator to work with.”
    “So what happened?”
    Dawes looks away for a moment, but not before I catch a glimpse of the grief in his eyes.
    “He shot the wife. Without warning. He was jabbering away and then he just stopped talking mid-sentence, pointed the gun at her, and…
blew her…away
.” He shakes his head. “You could have heard a pin drop in the command van. Suffice to say, it forced our hand.”
    “If he could shoot the wife without preamble…”
    Dawes nods. “Then he could do the same with the baby. Our sniper already had a shot lined up, and he got the green light and he took it. It was righteously accurate, dead in the forehead, no fuss, no muss. Perfect.” He sighs. “Problem is, Dad dropped the baby girl and she landed on her head and died. That sniper shot himself a week later.” His look is more piercing this time. “So, like I said, it could have turned out a lot worse here, Agent Barrett.”
    “Call me Smoky.”
    He smiles. “All right, I will. Do you believe in God, Smoky?”
    The question startles me. I give him my most honest answer.
    “I don’t know.”
    “Yeah. Me neither.”
    He shakes my hand, gives me a sad smile and a slight nod, and he’s gone. His story remains behind, echoing inside me, a tale of impossible choices.
    Thanks for sharing, Dawes.
    I sit down on the curb in front of the house and try to gather myself. Callie and Alan are both on their cell phones. Callie finishes and comes over, plopping down next to me.
    “Good news, honey-love. I called Barry Franklin, and he agreed, after much grumbling, to ask for this case. He’ll be here shortly.”
    “Thanks,” I say.
    Homicides, with some exceptions, are not federal crimes. I’m not allowed to walk into a jurisdiction and take over a murder just because I feel like it. Everything we do involves and requires liaison with the locals to be on the up-and-up. Like most agents (and local cops) I prefer to engineer my “liaison relationships.” This is where Barry comes in. Barry is a homicide detective for the LAPD, one of the elite few to reach the rank of Detective First Grade. If he wants a case, it’s his.
    I met him on the very first case I had as a unit head in Los Angeles. A crazy young man was torching homeless people and taking their feet for trophies. Barry had asked the Bureau to help with a profile. Neither of us had cared about politics or credit. We just wanted to catch the bad guy and we did.
    The pragmatic end of things: He’s an excellent investigator, he won’t deny me access to the crime scene, and if I ask him nicely, he’ll utter the magic words,
request for assistance.
Those words open the door to full and unfettered involvement on our part. Until then, we are legally no more than observers.
    “How are you doing, honey-love?” Callie asks.
    I rub my face with my hands. “I’m supposed to be on vacation, Callie. The whole thing in there…” I shake

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