models.
âNice,â I said, eyeing Mumâs shoes. Big clumpy heelsâ¦Iâd be sure to hear those coming.
I picked up the irons and grabbed a strand of hair.
âYou should leave it curly,â Mum said, coming up behind me. âMum, itâs bad enough that itâs red,â Terry said, pouting at herself in my mirror.
âWhy? What about all those red-headed actresses making red hair popular these days?â
âYeah?â Terry retorted. âThen how come this month Nicole Kidmanâs blonde? Not even red-haired actresses want to have red hair all the time.â
Mum ignored her. âI think Isla is the spitting image of Nicole.â She stroked my hair.
Hello! Iâm sitting right here! Did they think I couldnât hear them?
Terry laughed. âMaybeâ¦if she wore stiltsâ¦and knew a good plastic surgeon.â
I wondered viciously if she knew a good obstetrician. But I bit my tongue.
âOut!â I chased them both from the room.
I picked up the irons again. Ignoring the cloud of steam and the worrying burning smell, I continued to sizzle my locks. Red it may be, but it was going to be red and straight !
I was packing my overnight bag when Terry came back.
âDonât forget your swimmers,â she said slyly.
âShame I already have.â I did up the zip.
âSeriously, you should get over your pool thing. Youâre going to miss out on so much in Australia if you canât get into a swimming pool.â
âYeah, like colds and the flu. And thatâs just from the water temperature. I canât even begin to imagine what other germs are floating around in there.â
âSo itâs got nothing to do with the fact that you canât swim?â
âNo.â
âYouâre just going to turn up to a pool party and not go in the pool?â
I wanted her off my back. âI didnât just spend an hour on this hair to get it wet again in a swimming pool. Can you imagine what will happen if the chlorine gets to it?â
She conceded the point. âI see what you mean. Anyway, itâs probably for the best; your bum is enormous in swimmers.â
âAt least Iâll still fit into mine in six months time!â
She flinched.
âSorry.â
âItâs fine,â she said.
âYou need to takeâ¦â
âI know. I know. Youâre right, but Iâm so scared. I keep taking it out and looking at it, but I just canât do it. Dumb, hey? Itâs not like the test can hurt me or anything.â
âNo, itâs not dumb. And youâre not dumb, either. The smart thing to do is to find out. Take the test tomorrow morning.â
âBut you wonât be here! I need you here.â
On impulse, I went over and gave her a hug.
She clung to me. Her voice was muffled. âI keep thinking that itâs going to be okay. I donât feel any different. I havenât got any of the symptoms. Iâve read that a lot of them are the same as a late period, anyway: like sore boobs and funny stomach cramps. And I havenât wanted to throw up.â
I tried to sound hopeful. âIt could be a false alarm; thatâs why we need to find out for sure. You want to know if itâs good news, right?â
âWhat time do you get back tomorrow?â she asked, pulling away from me at last.
âIn the afternoon. Do you want to take the test then?â
âNo, itâs better to do it in the morning.â
âWhy?â
âBecause it says so on the box. Something about first urine being stronger.â
âDo it tomorrow, then call me. If itâs bad news Iâll come home early,â I told her, adding, âbut Iâm now taking my enormous bum, my red hair and my gear minus a swimming costume off, okay?â I ushered her out.
âOkay,â she said in a small voice and made it as far as the doorway before turning