small suitcase Iâd brought from Wyoming. I could hardly wait for school to be out for Christmas so Dad would let me start spending nights in the barn.
There were more reasons why I couldnât wait to get out of school. Summer had made a sales chart and posted it big as life in Ms. Brumbyâs room. Each day we had to record how many rolls of wrapping paper weâd sold. I tried not to let it bother me, but I was the only one with all zeros.
Just to get Summer off my back, I decided Iâd try to sell a couple of rolls. Then, if we really did raise enough money to go to Cedar Point, I wouldnât have to feel guilty.
On Friday I stomped snow off my boots and headed straight for Patâs class before school.
She acted glad to see me. âWinnie! I was just praying for you and that horse. Did you come by to bring me those assignments?â
I couldnât believe Iâd forgotten about them . . . again. I shook my head. I should have done them. And I should have gotten Barkerâs notes too.
I changed the subject. âPat, our class is selling Christmas wrapping paper. Would youâ?â
She laughed. â âFraid youâre barking up the wrong tree, no offense! I made that mistake alreadyâall that money for that little bit of paper on the roll! Mighty pretty, but whoo-ee!â
âYou already bought paper . . . from someone else?â Iâd never even thought of that. She must have known Iâd be selling too.
âLetâs see here . . . Brian, Barker, and a roll from Summer. Wish Iâd unrolled the paper before unrolling my bankroll.â
âBut I havenât even sold one single roll, Pat.â
âSorry! Mustâve had me a dozen or two kiddos try to sell me paper this week alone.â
Kids streamed into the classroom. One of them edged between us and asked Pat something about the final.
I wandered off to Ms. Brumbyâs room. Couldnât Pat have bought one roll from me? Would it have killed her?
Instead I had to trail into Ms. Brumbyâs room just as the bell rang and get in the âreporting line.â Ahead of me, Kaylee wrote a 1 in her box. Grant wrote 6. When it was my turn, I filled in the square the way Iâd filled in every other squareâwith a big fat goose egg. No offense.
Saturday night Hawk called from Florida. As soon as I heard her voice, I wanted to say a million thingsâthat I missed her, that Mason and Nickers and I missed Towaco, that I wished sheâd come home and help me with Gracie.
Instead I said, âHi, Hawk. Having a good time?â
âI miss Peter Lory,â she said. âHe would love this balcony.â Peter Lory is her favorite bird, a red chattering lory she named after an old actor, Peter Lorre. Iâve never seen him, but Hawk loves him in black-and-white crime movies.
âHowâs Towaco?â I asked, imagining the Appy with a Florida sunburn.
âTowaco and I prefer Ohio,â Hawk admitted.
I tried to fight feeling happy about that. But as soon as Iâd stopped worrying about her trailer in the snowstorm, Iâd started worrying that sheâd love Florida and want to stay there. I was glad she liked cold, snowy Ohio better.
Neither of us said anything. I could hear her breathing and birds chirping out on the balcony.
Finally Hawk asked, âHow are you, Winnie?â
I started to say fine. Iâd played it safe with Hawk since the first time we met, when she was known only as Victoria Hawkins. Sheâd been guarded too. But weâd started breaking through that stuff. It was no time to go backward. âNot so good.â
âTell me everything,â Hawk said.
So I did. I told her about my gift horse and the mysterious Topsy-Turvy-Double-U. I told her about what the vet said and how Dad was acting, never missing an opportunity to remind me that Gracie wouldnât make it. I talked about Mason and how