that cool,
understated masculinity, and the unwelcome stir of her own
senses in response.
To her embarrassment, he saw her watching his approach and
smiled across at her. She looked away, swiftly and blindly.
As he put down the drinks and resumed his seat Cally said,
quietly and urgently, 'Nick, it's still not too late. We don't have
to do this.'
His brows lifted. 'You want to change your order? Or go
somewhere else? I thought you'd like it here.'
Her voice shook slightly. 'That's not what I meant, and you
know it.'
His mouth twisted. 'Well—perhaps,' he conceded drily. 'So,
what exactly are you saying?'
Cally lifted her chin, "That if you announced you were look-
ing for a surrogate mother for your baby the queue would
form on the right. Because that's all you really want—isn't it?
You—you don't need to involve me.'
'Oh, yes, I do, darling,' he said softly. 'And that's why I'm not
going for surrogacy, or adoption, or even down the IVF route,
or any other potential means of escape that fertile brain of
yours can summon up.' His smile was hard—implacable. 'You
married me, Cally, for better or worse. And now, a little
belatedly, you're going to learn to be my wife.' He added
harshly, 'The number of lessons required will depend entirely
on yourself.'
Her breath caught. She said huskily, 'You—really want your
pound of flesh, don't you?'
The grey eyes narrowed as they studied her. lingering with
explicit appreciation on the deep neckline of the yellow dress,
the way its fabric clung to her small high breasts.
He said quietly, 'I want all of you, Caroline. No protests and
nothing held back. And no less will do.'
She swallowed. 'I—think I just lost my appetite.'
'Unfortunate,' he said. 'Then you'll just have to watch me eat
instead.' He paused. 'Tell me something, Cally. Is it the whole
idea of sex that repels you, or merely the thought of having it
with me?'
She stared down at the table. 'I ran away from you,' she said,
expressionlessly. 'I'd have thought that made my feelings
clear.'
'No, darling,' he said. 'Now, as always, your emotions remain
an enigma.' He lifted his beer glass mockingly. 'To marriage,'
he said, and drank.
In spite of her previous disavowal, Cally found that lunch,
when it came, was irresistible. The pies arrived, golden-brown
in individual earthenware pots, accompanied by dishes of veg-
etables, and were served by the waitresses onto their plates.
As the crusts broke, spilling their fragrant contents across the
porcelain, the aroma literally made her mouth water.
There was no way she could refuse to eat. Nor would she
achieve anything by starving herself, she admitted resignedly.
She was expecting a sarcastic comment from Nick as she
reached for her cutlery, but he only permitted himself a swift,
ironic glance before applying himself to his own food.
'Dessert?' he asked, when she finally put down her knife and
fork.
She said stiltedly, 'Just coffee, please. Black, no sugar.'
'I'll have the same.' Nick offered a brief smile to the girl who'd
come to clear their plates, then bent to help retrieve the cutlery
she'd instantly and blushingly dropped on the grass.
'Poor girl,' Cally commented as the waitress retreated. 'You
seem to have a devastating effect on women.'
'Not often,' Nick returned silkily. 'And certainly not on you,
my sweet.'
Ah, but that's not true, she thought. Or how did you so easily
persuade me to marry you—against all my better judgement?
I wasn't proof against your smite either—or the way you
looked at me. Or the kisses and caresses that always left me
aching for more.
'You're attracting a lot of attention yourself,' Nick added,
breaking into her reverie. 'But that's hardly surprising. In that
dress, you look like part of the sunlight.'
Cally flushed and looked away self-consciously from the
sudden intensity of his gaze. 'Please—don't say things like
that'
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