destroys us âone of Tomlinsonâs favorite sayings.
Pilar felt the guilt, too. Of that, I was certain. And for good reason.
When Iâd sent my warnings to Lake, Iâd sent the same warnings to her. Our son was an obvious, high-risk target. Serious measures needed to be taken.
Sheâd never responded.
Iâd yet to mention that to her.
I never would.
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OH yeah, she was feeling it.
Pilar pressed a blinding hand over her eyes, moaned softly, and then I listened to her say, âIâm so sorry, Marion. It never crossed my mind that a noise in the background could be important.â
The bird call. She was still punishing herself for not zeroing in on the quetzal.
She added, âThat morning, while I was watching this awful thing, Laken was just a few miles away? We could have sent in soldiers and saved him. Oh dear God. I feel terrible I didnât understand . . .â
Tomlinson reached and put his big hand to her shoulder, communicating with touchâ Donât blame yourself. Victims should never blame themselves âbut stuck to business, saying, âO.K., O.K. Weâre done with the subject. Thereâs nothing more to learn from background noise. Letâs discuss other elements in the video.â
He watched me nod before saying, âSo far, we both agree that Lourdes videoed this by himself. But Iâm still thinking he had to have one or more accomplices.â
âWhy do you say that?â
âBecause the way Pilar describes it, your son was kidnapped from a place thatâs downtown in a busy city. And from a building that was guarded. There almost had to be a driver. Donât you think? Or a chopper maybe. Someone waiting to get away fast.â
I said, âO.K, Iâll go along with that.â
He turned to Pilar. âDo private planes fly in and out of the international airport?â
âYes. Of course.â
I was looking at the moth on the screen, comparing it with photos in the book. The insectâs wingspan was massiveâmore than six inches. Finally, I found it: Ascalapha odorata, the Bruja Negra or Black Witch moth. An insect common to Central Americaâfurther confirmation that the video had been shot in the region.
I said, âThatâs what Iâm asking myself. Why would someone kidnap the son of a popular political figure, then head straight for a hideout close to the airport?â
Tomlinson was now allowing the video to play in slow motionâan eerie thing to watchâas he asked, âDoes your ex-husband have enough political juice in neighboring countries to get passports for Lourdes and your son? Visas, I.D.s? Iâm talking about credentials good enough so they could hop on a private plane and take refuge in another country. No way you can fly a kidnapped child out on a commercial plane, so that leaves military or private.â
I leaned close to study my sonâs haunted eyes staring back at me, then focused upon the red welt that snaked up his arm. Iâd dismissed the possibility of it being a burn. Now, though, I reconsidered.
As Pilar replied, âYes, documents, passports, Balserio could get anything he wanted,â I looked across my laboratory sink at the Bunsen burner. I pictured the scalpel-blue flame it produced, then reviewed variations of propane torches.
A portable welderâs torch came to mind. They were cheap, easy to use, readily available even in Third World countries, and intimidating if used as a weaponâsomething that would appeal to a sociopath who liked fire.
I remembered Pilar saying that the fish in Lakeâs main aquarium had been killed. Stick a welderâs torch in an aquarium, and the swim bladders of fish would soon explode, expanding in the super-heated water.
Son-of-a-bitch.
Lake had been burned. The wound seemed a defensive variety. People under attack throw their forearms up to protect their face.
It told me something that I