point being?â
Mr. Montfort sighed. âIf it gets around that Iâm exposing old scandals, no one will invite me anywhere. And if Iâm not invited, I have no copy. Itâs as simple as that. Your cousin asked me to see you safely to the train. Thatâs all.â
Rachel looked at him through narrowed eyes. âI thought he asked you to give me a cup of tea.â
âThat as well,â said Mr. Montfort easily.
She wasnât entirely sure she believed him. But if she didnât? There was little she could do about it. Mr. Montfort looked like a man who did what he pleased and bothered about the consequences later.
Part of her was tempted to tell him to publish and be damned. A lord to a lord, Mr. Montfort had called her father. The perfect example of an English gentleman. What would the world say if they knew he had a daughter tucked away in Norfolk?
For a moment, Rachel wallowed in the vengeful fantasy of newspaper headlines, black and screaming. Earlâs Abandoned Daughter Seeks Justice!
But who would it hurt in the end? Not her father. Reality stared Rachel in the face, grim and uncompromising. Even if there was a scandal, he had his estates to retire to. He could wrap himself up in his wifeâs money. Oh, perhaps there would be an obligatory exile, a villa in Venice or an apartment in Paris, just until the scandal died down, but it wouldnât touch him, not really. An earl was an earl was an earl.
Mr. Montfort glanced casually at his watch. âI donât want to chivy you, but Iâd best be getting on. Iâm due at a house party this evening. Can I give you a lift anywhere? My motor is in the Clarendon Yard.â
She might at least get a ride out of it. âIf you could drop me at the stationâ¦â
Mr. Montfort scattered a few coins on the table. âI can do better than that. Where are you bound?â
âNorfolk.â She had promised Alice she would join them for supper. What was she to tell Alice? âBut you neednât bother.â
Mr. Montfort ignored her. âI canât take you as far as that, but I can save you a change, at least. I can drop you atââa moment of quick calculationââLoughborough. That should take you direct to Kingâs Lynn.â
âThatâs very kind of you,â Rachel said warily.
Mr. Montfort shrugged. âItâs on my way.â
The rain had lifted to a light mizzle, but the clouds were still heavy in the sky, creating an early dusk. Rachel followed Mr. Montfort blindly through the twisting byways of Oxford, so beautiful from a distance, so dark and narrow when one was in the middle.
If Alice were to find outâ Something tightened in Rachelâs chest. Alice was the doctorâs wife, the vicarâs daughter, respectability personified. How would Alice feel knowing that her daughterâs godmother was nothing more than an earlâs by-blow?
Alice would hug her and tell her it didnât matter, because Alice was like that. But it would matter. It was a small enough village. There would be whispers and mutterings, and all the people Rachel loved would be tainted by her shame.
Her shame. The phrase caught in Rachelâs throat. As if she had done something shameful, when all she had done was be born to the wrong father. All these years, going to church on Sundays, working for good marks in school, working and working to send money homeâall of that, now, gone for nothing.
While her father merrily draped his other daughter in diamonds.
âThis is my bus.â Rachel was so lost in her own thoughts, she nearly walked right into the door that Mr. Montfort held open for her. The car was black, with a bonnet that seemed to go on forever and bulbous lamps on either side.
Old habits died hard. Rachel found herself hesitating at the door, knowing what her mother would say about accepting a ride with a strange man. It didnât matter that he was Cousin
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