the doorway and looked back at me, concern furrowing her brow. âHallie, do you know whatâs happening with your brother?â
I looked back down at my water bottle, wiping away the condensation from the side. âWhat do you mean?â
âI donât know,â my mother said as she glanced upward to the second floor, where all our bedrooms were. âHe practically ran up to his roomâit looked like something was really bothering him, but he wouldnât tell me what.â¦â
I bit my lip. I knew exactly what was bothering my brotherâfinding out that âSophieâ was actually Hallie. Iâd been waiting for Gemma to come clean all summer, but true to form, sheâd just lied and lied. I had to admit that it had been fun to watch herself get tangled up, tripping over her stories and trying to keep things straight. But at some point, Iâd decided enough was enough, and had sent my brother her Friendverse profile pageâthe one that, as one of her friends, I still had access to. The last thing I had wanted was for Josh to get hurt, and I tried to tell myself that Iâd done what I could to stop it. Iâd told Josh not to date Gemma, Iâd told Gemma, with increasing directness, not to date Josh, and theyâd gone ahead anyway. But I still could feel guilt gnawing at me. In war, there are casualties . I could practically still see this written in my old notebook, but I had never thought that my brother would be one of them.
âI donât know,â I said to my mother finally, when I realized she was still waiting for my answer. âIâll try and talk to him tomorrow.â
âGood,â my mom said. She placed her glasses back down on her nose. âSee you in the morning, sweetheart.â
âNight, Mom,â I called after her as she headed out of the room. When I was sure she was gone, I let my shoulders slump and rubbed a hand across my eyes. I tried to get back to the feeling Iâd had on the beach with Gemma, when Iâd pulled off my plan. I wanted to get that feeling of victory back, instead of this vague, nagging worry and guilt about Josh. Because Iâd won. And I needed to remember that.
âHey, you.â I looked up and saw Teddy standing across from me, still wearing his outfit from the party, but barefoot. I felt something in me melt when I looked at him, and I realized that I had won, after all. I had Teddy. And it made everything else worth it.
âHey,â I said as I smiled at him. I walked around the counter and stretched up to give him a quick kiss. I leaned back at looked at him. âWant to catch the end of the fireworks?â
He nodded, but I could tell there was something on his mind as we walked out to the deck that looked out on the water. âSo, um,â he said as he held the door open for me. âYou knew Gemma?â
âSure,â I said with a shrug, trying to keep my voice light, like this was just no big deal. âI mean, a little. We hung out here the summer we were twelve. How do you know her?â
âThatâs, uh,â Teddy said, sticking his hands in his pockets, then taking them out again. âMy ex-girlfriend. You know, the one I was dating when weâ¦â
I widened my eyes. â That Gemma?â I asked, hoping my âstunnedâ voice was believable. âReally?â Teddy nodded, and I shook my head. âWow. Small world, huh?â I turned to face the water, hoping that this subject could now be closed, and we wouldnât have to mention Gemma Tucker ever again. Teddy must have felt the same way, because he didnât try to continue the conversation, and as the silence stretched on, I could feel him relax beside me.
He slid an arm around my shoulders, and I leaned into him. The fireworks were coming faster now, with barely any pauses between them, and I knew we were approaching the finale. Teddyâs arm tightened around my