anything,â Mars said. âSheâs in love with this guy. She wouldnât believe a thing we said about him.â
âYou make everything too complicated,â Wyatt said. âYou think too much.â
âIâm looking for clarity, Wyatt.â
âClarity?â Wyatt laughed. âLifeâs a mess. Why should death be any different? We could have shown her everything tonight. We have to do the things we have to do. And not think about it so much.â
âThereâs a path here, Wyatt. A road. Itâs step by step. You just canât skip into the middle of everything or youâll get lost.â
The Sliders sat on the floor of their room, their backs against the wall. Sliders almost never went to sleep. Their rooms were smaller than the four-person suites on the second floor.
âScrew the metaphors,â Wyatt said. âLetâs jump. For real.â
âHey, Iâll still jump,â Mars protested. âWhen itâs time, you know Iâll jump. But sometimes it makes sense to look before you leap. Sheâs smart, Wyatt. Sheâs strong.â
âWell, she can handle it, then.â
âWeâre not sure Risers can go off campus on their own.â
âSure they can,â Wyatt said. âAnd so can we. But we arenât going to if youâre going to sit here all night. Itâs time to get out there if weâre going to jump.â
âGive me a minute, will you? Iâve got things to think about. You cutting your arm open didnât help matters any. What if she had flipped out and screamed for help? The library Grays would have caught you. And youâd have, what, two hours before the school had you in front of the Regents Council? The Virgins had already been sent to the room to warn you once.â
âThose old farts like me, Mars. I got the regents beat.â
âYou have them beat until you donât. You come out on the bottom one time, Wyatt, and itâs for good. Itâs instant.â
âInstant toast,â Wyatt said. âI kind of like that.â
âNo reason to get expelled. If youâre going to be a vacancy, you may as well walk out. At least youâll have a few days that way.â
âAll right, already. Got it.â
âWell, get this too. You canât tell any of the Risers too much their first day. And you canât show them either. They freak, then they put on their Goody Two-shoes the school gives them and never look up again. You can lose them the first day.â
âShe wasnât going to scream,â Wyatt argued. âBesides, you said she was sent here for you or something like that. I was just getting her introduced, you know?â
âI didnât expect her to be in love with that guy. Not that in love. It was in her eyes when she said his name. Itâs deep. It complicates everything. And you were trying to scare her pants off for the hell of it. You werenât doing me any favors, thatâs for sure.â
âIâm sorry, all right?â
Mars brushed away the apology as soon as it was offered. âI saw her die,â he said quietly, almost to himself. âYou saw her too. On the Planet.â
âOkay, I saw her.â
âShe walked right through me, Wyatt.â
âAnd then she died. So what?â
Jana had walked through Mars when she picked up her shoes at the counter. He was loitering as a ghost and he should have been more careful. But it wasnât just that she had walked through him. People on the Planet did that all the time. This girl had walked through him and softly said, âOh.â She had felt him. In some manner or another, they had touched.
âThat means something,â Mars said.
âIt means she was going bowling, man. Thatâs all. And you were the one who wanted to flip that place.â
âExactly,â Mars agreed. âDonât you see? I was supposed to be there.