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different.
                  She senses my hesitation and looks me in the eye. “Everything okay?”
                  “Yeah…it’s just…” she cuts me off.
                  “You don’t want to do this with me. Do you?” I can see the disappointment on her face. What she is thinking is the exact opposite of what I’m thinking. I want to keep Bree around. She’s not a one-night stand or a fuck buddy. She’s the real deal. As much as I want to fuck the hell out of her right now, it’s too soon.
                  “Bree, I want to. I want to so fucking bad…it hurts. A lot. But, I think we are rushing this part.”
                  She’s thinking. I can tell. She is biting her bottom lip and that in its self is a turn-on. Taking my face in her hands, she pulls me down to her mouth for a quick, deep kiss and suddenly lets go. “You have a point. I want to look forward to the day you take me. I want to fantasize about it when I’m not around you. I want to anticipate every touch and movement you have planned for me, Josh. I can only imagine what you can do with…this” she takes my cock in her hand and squeezes it, “Because…what you did with your fingers was nothing less than fucking amazing.”
    My dick twitches in her hand and I swear I could come right then. “Amazing?”
    She squeezes me again. “No. Fucking amazing.”
    My eyes close and I am having a serious issue holding on. One more squeeze and I am going to blow in her hand and on the side of her leg.
     
                                                            BREE
     
    I want to make Josh feel like he just made me feel. After he admits that he does want to have sex with me, I feel much better. Low self-esteem has always played a part in the bedroom with Nick. When you have someone constantly telling you that you are not attractive and you are not performing well, you start to feel unattractive and off-putting.
    Josh’s eyes close when I squeeze him the second time. He’s so hard and I can tell he is having trouble restraining. Instead of squeezing him this time, I loosen my grip and stroke him up and down. He begins to move with the rhythm of my hand. “Bree, I can’t hold on any longer. I’m gonna…I’m gonna.” He is panting in my ear, occasionally nipping my lobe with his teeth. I know what he is about to do. It is the sexiest thing I have ever seen.
    “It’s okay, Josh. Let go.” I quicken the motion of my hand. Josh’s breathing becomes erratic and his movements are jerkier. Suddenly, I feel him still with a growl in my ear and a warm liquid fills my hand spilling over to the side of my leg.
    Josh collapses on top of me. I use my clean hand to bring him closer to me and rub his sweat laced back. “I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean to do that all over you.”
    “I’m okay. I actually really enjoyed it,” I admit. Having the ability to make someone feel so good is empowering.
    “You did?” He picks himself off me and wipes my leg and hand with his discarded shirt.
    “Yeah. A lot.”
    “Damn, this is going to be fun,” he announces.
    He covers my naked body with a blanket and wraps himself around me. I inch my ass closer to his body and feel his head move closer to my shoulder. “This is happening fast. This thing between us is the shit people warn you about…the crash and burn effect,” I confess.
    His body tenses a bit. Rubbing his hand up my arm and reaching above my neck, his hand meets my chin. Ever so gently, he guides my chin and head to look at him. “I will admit that I am scared, Bree. I’m scared shitless. I don’t make it a habit of falling for anyone. Hell, the last serious relationship I had only lasted as long as it did was because I felt guilty not because I wanted to be with her. With you, everything is different.”
    Suddenly, I’m curious. I was never the type of chick that wondered about