twitched his whiskers and water drops flew from them.
Step by step I advanced along the passage. I remembered the menacing presence standing close behind me in the little room with the sack of hair. Would I find that presence in the kitchen? The whistle of the kettle became shrill. A girl stepped out of the shadows and switched off the gas.
âWant a cuppa?â she asked me.
I almost sobbed with relief.
âTake sugar?â she asked, appraising me briefly. She was not even my height, just a girl in her teens. I saw her platinum blonde hair clearly. It was dark at the roots and curling at the ends. But, as I often find on my journeys, her face was quite obscured, sort of wishy-washy. Iâm never sure why I canât see every detail in a trance clearly, but it is usually so. The girl slammed a cup without a saucer down beside the cooker and opened a larder door. She took out a packet of biscuits and sliced through the packet with a bread knife. The biscuits were thin rectangles, pale brown and studded all over their surface with black dots; little bits of crushed currant.
âGaribaldi biscuits,â said the girl. âThatâs all there ever is. Bloody squashed flies. Makes you puke to think of it.â She snapped a thin slab of speckled biscuit between her thumb and fingers. âGo on, help yourself.â
I looked down at Trendle. âIs this a gift?â I asked, meaning should I take the symbol back to Cliff.
Trendle blinked once. âFor you, dear,â he said into my mind.
âBloody take one, will you?â The girlâs voice had changed. She wasnât joking around any longer. âTake it and get outta here.â
I thought it wise to do her bidding. I didnât even stop for confirmation from my guide. I ran along the passage, clutching a Garibaldi. The massive front door slammed behind me with a boom.
The light was fading fast into evening. I breathed relief out, and my breath whitened before me. I took a step, scrunching over dead leaves.
âThis is Cliffâs spirit world, isnât it?â I said to Trendle. âNo wonder he feels like he does. It needs cleaning up.â
âWe canât do anything here today,â said Trendle. âExcept leave the food as an offering to his guardians.â
It was good advice. I crumbled the biscuit as if feeding birds. My fingers felt sticky from the currants. âSurely we can help him? His spirit feels so ⦠shattered.â
âYou know that Cliffâs soul is in pieces. Itâs going to take a long time to bring them together. Letâs walk with caution.â
I nodded. Trendle was my conscience, my inner reservations and gut feelings, as well as my spirit friend; I would listen to whatever he had to tell me.
I stared at the hedge on the far side of the lane. There was not a leaf or bud to be seen. I have a hazel tree in my front garden and at the moment itâs festooned with glorious dangly catkin earrings, but it was still deep winter in this place. I bent a sapless twig and it snapped off in my hand. âYouâre not dead, are you?â I asked it. The wind rustled through the brittle branches in reply.
âNothing here is dead,â said Trendle, soft-voiced. âJust debilitated.â
In the depths of the thicket was a single, perfect hazel catkin. The branches were rough against my hand as I reached in and let it rest on my palm like a caterpillar, a dusting of pollen staining my skin.
This was the sign I should take back to Cliff, something hopeful for the future. As I thought this, the drumming that was still vibrating at the back of my mind changed its rhythm, calling me home.
Cliff had fallen into a deep sleep. No wonder Iâd been able to slip so quietly in to his world. Gently, I untied my arm from the braid that connected us and went into the kitchen to boot up my laptop. I recorded my journey, saved the file, and printed out a copy for Cliff. I
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