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I remembered that I hadnât told him the complete truth about my family yet.
About my own damage.
And yet, here I was telling him to trust me with his.
âNo,â he said. âI canât.â
Stung, I automatically said, âYou donât think you can trust me?â
He shook his head. âI do, Gabi. Itâs not that. Itâs just that you donât need to be dragged into my shit. Especially you. Youâre so good. So pure. This is exactly why I tried to stay away from you. Because you donât need to know how crappy the world really is.â
Wow. He sure had a way of building up and drawing out the mystery.
Softly, I said, âWhatever it is thatâs going on, you have to talk to somebody.â
âIâve been dealing with it by myself for this long. Iâll be okay.â
âIt doesnât have to be that way, Dylan.â This time I did reach across the table and take his hands in mine. Three âdatesâ in and we were already way past coy. Way past flirtatious. âIâm here. I care about you. Talk to me.â
His fingers stiffened beneath mine before relaxing. He scanned the restaurant then returning his attention back to me.
Speaking quietly, he said, âI was giving a statement.â At my confused look, he explained,
âTo the police and some lawyers.â
I couldnât have hid the shock on my face if I had tried. âWhy? What happened?â
âMy dad tried to kill my mom. Thatâs why we moved out here.â
âMy God,â I gasped. âThatâs horrible.â
âYeah. At least she finally agreed to leave.â
I couldnât wrap my head around what he was saying, not even when he added, âIâm the reason she didnât die.â
Every one of my senses was on alert, but only with regard to Dylan. The restaurant, the waitress, the whirring blenders behind the bar had all fallen away. All I could see were Dylanâs green eyes, the pupils dilating and pushing out the color. All I could feel was the tension in his hands beneath mine. All I could hear was the rush of my own breath, my heart beating hard.
Iâd heard his last sentenceâ Iâm the reason she didnât dieâ but I didnât understand it. Had his father stopped hurting his mother because Dylan had walked into the room?
Or was it way worse than that?
The answer was written on Dylanâs face: It was worse.
âWhat happened?â I asked again, hating the tentative note in my voice, hating that he might think I was too afraid to hear what he had to say. Even if I was.
Unfortunately he picked up on my reluctance to know more loud and clear. âForget it, Gabi.â
Before I knew it, heâd thrown down several twenties on the table and was leaving the restaurant. Shoving my chair back, I went after him, but he was fast and I practically had to run to catch him at the corner.
âDylan, stop!â
I didnât think he was going to at first, but then as I stepped beside him, he said, âIâm sorry. Iâm not used to talking about this.â
I slid my fingers through his, my heart aching for him. âYou donât have anything to apologize for.â
âFirst girl Iâve ever really liked and Iâm screwing it up.â
A glow infused me. He liked me. He really liked me.
âYouâre not. Not at all.â I squeezed his hand. âAnd you donât have to be worried about telling me the rest. Iâm not going anywhere.â
The light had changed from red to green and back to red as we stood on the corner.
âCome on,â he said, pulling me across the street and up to a badly painted dark red door. He knocked on it three times.
A big, scary-looking guy opened it, saying, âWho out there?â in a rough voice.
I started in surprise, in fear, but as soon as the enormous, heavily tattooed and pierced man saw Dylan, his expression
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