made it that much more fascinating and awful when Dusk confronted her.
Dusk convinced us to wait for Zinnia at the bike racks before school. In addition to being disheveled, Zinniaâs also chronically late. This is standard at G. P. Academy, where people think that being on time suggests that you are insufficiently creative.
She finally shambled along about ten minutes after the first bell. It might have been an optical illusion, but her old cruiser bike gave the impression of having two flat tires and severely bent rims. I think I saw dust bunnies blowing out of hidden air pockets in her enormous billowing sweater as she wheeled up to the bike rack.
Sheâd painted her helmet, the full-coverage kind skateboarders wear, to look like a beehive that had been split open, revealing a honeycomb inside.
pleasesavethebeespleasesavethebees
was written all around the bottom edge. It was possibly the greatest bike helmet in the world and, to be quite honest, I think Zinnia might have been one of my favorite people at school. I mean, I didnât really know her, but the
idea
of her is part of what makes the Art Farm great.
Dusk sauntered over, wearing a little K-pop-inspired number.
âZinnia,â she exclaimed. âLooking comfy as ever!â
Zinnia smiled under her shattered beehive, and I was reminded of daisies and other flowers that are sunny and unpretentious. No one would ask a daisy the truth. A daisy
is
the truth. If Iâd been able to cope with confrontation in any form, I would have tackled Dusk just then.
Instead, I just muttered, âAw, jeez,â and stared at my feet.
âItâs okay,â whispered Neil. I heard uncertainty in his voice.
âHi, Dusk,â said Zinnia. âI love your jacket. When the sun hits it just the right way, that blue shades into indigo, which is an impossible color to find. Some eye shadows get close, but only near the right eyes.â
âYeah?â said Dusk. âThanks. I hadnât noticed.â
Zinnia stared expectantly at Dusk. Like my sister, she has this way of turning her full attention on you, like you are the only person in the world and she doesnât want to miss some excellent thing you might do or say. Part of me prayed the Dusk would notice that. Would realize that someone like Zinnia was dangerously open.
Dusk did not. Maybe because her family was the opposite of open, and in order to be herself, she had to be walled off. If that makes any sense.
âSo, Zinnia, I was wondering. About the Slut Walkââ
âFirst week of May,â said Zinnia. âAnd Iâm getting some great speakers from the Womenâs Support Society. We might have a film night first. Itâs so great of you guys to take part. Itâs important to raise awareness.â
âWhy?â asked Dusk.
âWhat do you mean?â Zinnia seemed genuinely confused.
âWhy do you care?â
Sarcasm was not in Zinniaâs repertoire. When she gave painted rabbits the faces of politicians, it was because she was trying to communicate, not hurt anyoneâs feelings.
âOh, Dusk,â she said earnestly. âItâs really serious. There was that police officer who said that women shouldnât dress like sluts if they donât want to be victimized. 48 Women all over the world are harassed, beaten, and even raped for how they dress.â
âI get that,â said Dusk. âBut is there any personal connection for you? Does the issue hit close to home for some reason?â
Zinniaâs earnest face crumpled in on itself. She stood motionless, holding the length of chain she used to lock her bike. It was so heavy, she tilted slightly sideways.
Finally, she said, âYou probably know about my sister.â
I could feel my eyes bulging. I wanted to scream at Dusk. Tell her to let Zinnia keep her motivations private. We had no right to them. This was not fair.
âI heard something,â said Dusk