about it, then it'll pass over more
quickly.
Matt nodded, thoughtfully. "You know, for an
idiotic lunk, you're actually quite sensible at
times."
Rick managed a faint grin at that. "Did you
say something about pizza?" he said, brightening a
little as his stomach began to growl.
"Yup. C'mon - you can eat lying on your
stomach, can't you?" Matt grinned at him.
"Sure - I've had plenty of practice!" Rick
wished he hadn't said that the minute it was out of
his mouth. "You know - from on the show," he
added quickly to cover his mistake. "Alex is
always eating that way after the chief has punished
him."
"Yeah. Sure." Matt patted his arm. They went
into the living room, and Matt took off his jacket
and scarf and hung them neatly over the back of
one of the chairs, while Rick eased himself down
onto the sofa with a sigh. "You really are having a
crappy day," Matt said, handing him a slice of
pizza.
"Yeah, but it's looking a lot better now," Rick
said, looking at the pizza, his mouth watering.
"Pepperoni and onion? My favorite!"
"I know." Matt went over to the sideboard,
found a couple of glasses, and brought them back
to the coffee table. Then he opened the wine and
poured them both a glass.
"Wine - very civilized," Rick said, taking a
sip. "And expensive!" He let out an appreciative
sigh and glanced at the bottle.
"Of course." Matt inclined in his head. "You
might act like a complete philistine, but I've
noticed you always seem to know a good wine
when we have a cast party. So - how do you feel?"
"Sore." Rick winced.
"I'm not surprised - twelve hard licks in one
day - that has to hurt. What's it like?" he asked
curiously.
Rick took a bite out of his pizza. "You've
never taken licks in public?"
Matt shook his head. "I try to never get into
trouble. It's really not that hard, Rick; you should
try it someday."
"Ha ha." Rick made a face. "Seriously - you
never got disciplined at work ever?" Matt shook
his head as he bit into his pizza. "How about at the
Justice Hall?"
"Nope." Matt shook his head again.
"How is that even possible?"
"Actually, it's quite normal for most people."
Matt rolled his eyes. "You're the freak here, Rick."
"And you're the control freak." Rick grinned.
"Never getting into any trouble - ever?" He raised
an eyebrow. "You need to cut loose and take some
risks, Matt. You might find you actually have some
fun."
"Yeah, because it definitely looked like you
were having fun on that news item earlier," Matt
responded tartly. "And you didn't answer my
question - what's it like?"
"Painful. Hey - didn't you have a date with
Ermentrude tonight?" Rick asked, changing the
subject.
"Yeah." Matt's face had that pinched look it
always got when he was unhappy.
"What happened?"
"She dumped me."
"What? Is she an idiot?" Rick tried to sit up
and then winced and flopped back down again.
"Are you upset?"
"No. That's the weird thing. I think I should
be, but I'm not. I'm more mad, I think."
"That's good! Don't be upset - be mad. You
totally didn't deserve for her to treat you that way."
"That's not it; I wish it was. I think I should've
got mad at her a long time ago, but I didn't.
Anyway, I'm not mad at her - I'm mad at myself. I
knew I wasn't enjoying being with her, and I
should've ended it, not her. Damn it!" Matt kicked
the pizza box and it went flying halfway across the
room. He made an apologetic little noise and
dashed over to get it and bring it back to the sofa.
"Well, I'm angry with her, even if you aren't,"
Rick said. "I always hated the way she ordered
you around and treated you like you were
something she'd scraped off her shoe."
"Really?"
"Yeah, Matty. She wasn't good enough for
you. Never could understand why you stuck with
her."
"Me neither." Matt sighed.
"Well, I'm glad it's over," Rick said between
bites of his pizza. "You should play the field, Matt.
You're a good looking sub - doms everywhere
must be falling over themselves