him.
âHow far out are they?â
Maggie brought up her GPS program and entered the ID designation for Shelâs Jeep. It took only a second to locate the vehicle and mark its position. âTheyâre in Charlotte now. It shouldnât be long.â
Will took a fresh cup of coffee. âWhen you know something . . .â
âYouâll be my first call.â
>> 1915 Hours
Will stood in his office and peered out the window. The camp was still light enough that he could easily see the surrounding grounds. Everything was green and full. He knew if he opened the window heâd be able to smell the ocean.
Maybe I should have gone fishing, he thought. But he knew that wouldnât have helped his mood. If anything, it would have made the situation worse.
âTrying to hypnotize that window?â
Refocusing on the glass, Will saw Maggieâs reflection as she leaned in the doorway behind him. She was petite, a handful of inches over five feet, with an athletic body kept taut and fit through rigorous exercise. Her dark brown hair dusted her shoulders, and she regarded him with deep hazel eyes. She wore a black skirt and a white blouse, looking like all she had to do was throw on a jacket to have dinner at one of the best restaurants in Jacksonville, the city just outside Camp Lejeune. She was intelligent and insightful and incredibly competent in the field.
âMaybe,â Will replied. âI think Iâve almost got it.â
Maggie smiled. âSo how did today with Steven and Wren go?â
Will hesitated long enough to make sure he spoke in a conversational tone. âI didnât come here to get counseling.â
âOf course you didnât. You came here because you didnât want to go home and sit there alone.â
Will sipped his coffee. She was right; he had been avoiding the emptiness of his living quarters.
âI have a counselor I talk to these days,â he said. Maggie had helped him get in touch with one of the people on base.
âIs it helping?â
It was the first time sheâd asked. Will was a private person about a lot of things, and he was especially private about the painful things. What he was still going throughâeven after the divorceâhurt more than he wanted it to. And he didnât like talking about it.
âI think so,â Will replied.
âGood.â Maggie waited, then prompted him again. âSo howâs it going tonight?â
âIâm planning on talking to Doug about it next session.â
âDougâs not here right now. A lot has changed the last month. Your ex-wife has a new husband. Steven and Wren have a new stepfather. Those are big things. And Fatherâs Day is a red-letter day.â Maggie shrugged. âI thought maybe you might want to talk about it.â
Will did. And he didnât. It was a brief struggle before the balance tipped. He took a deep breath and let the air out, and some of the tension inside his chest broke.
âItâs kind of confusing actually,â he admitted.
âBecause now Barbara is married again and youâre not.â
Will thought about that. âBecause Barbara is married again,â he agreed. âNot because Iâm not. The last thing the kids or I need right now is another stepparent involved in the mix.â
Maggie smiled. âYouâre probably right. I suspect Barbara wouldnât handle you getting married with the same grace youâve handled her marriage.â
âThe way Iâve handled it hasnât felt very graceful.â In fact, Will sometimes felt certain that he wouldnât have made it through the transition at all without Godâs help. That closeness he feltâthough at times it was still strained because of all the horrors he saw in his line of workâhad gotten stronger in him. Heâd learned to acknowledge Godâs presence as his quiet strength.
âI think you
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