myself forward, but Iâve been stuck here for five nights running and I got a wife in Gloucester.â
âThen take off. Mr. Green and I will take tonight and tomorrow.â
âI already talked to Mr. Green about that. Maybe you ought to have a few words with him. He seems kind of worked up about it.â
Paul found Green in the wardroom, as the cabin where the officers slept was called. He was sitting at the table with his head in his hands and his long face looked more morose than ever.
âMr. Schuman,â Green said, jumping to his feet. âI have to talk to you. Mr. Farmer asked me to take the deckâto be in charge here tonight. I have to explain to you that I donât know a thing in the world about ships. Thereâs been some terrible mistake. It would be immoral of me to take responsibility for something I donât know anything at all about.â There was a pause before he wearily added, âNow I know youâre going to ask me how in the world I got a Coast Guard commission and why I wear a gold stripe.â
âYou took a twelve-hour examination,â Paul said.
âNo. I didnât even have to take an examination. I am an electronics specialist. I graduated from Brooklyn Tech, R.P.I., and I was working for General Electric. We were doing a lot of work for the navy. When we got in the war I wanted to do my bit, and I tried to get a commission in the navy. They didnât want me, but told me to try the Coast Guard. They took me as soon as they saw my record. I assumed they were going to put me in charge of installing radar or big communications systems, but suddenly Iâm communication officer on a fishing boat bound for Greenland. Thereâs no more equipment here than a third-class radioman can handle, but they told me at Headquarters that now Iâm commissioned, Iâm supposed to be a regular deck officer, not just a specialist. Iâm not trying to rat out, but how can I take responsibility for a whole ship and a crew yet, when all I know about a ship is that the sharp end is supposed to be called the bow? I know weâre just lying at the dock, but what if they wanted us to move? What if there was a fire? I could be court-martialed for gross incompetence, so Iâm telling you Iâm incompetent now!â
âYou shouldnât feel too bad about that,â Paul said. âWeâre all beginners. Weâre all in the same boat.â
âVery funny. How the hell are we going to get this thing to Greenland or even across the harbor?â
âOur skipper will be an expert. Mr. Farmer knows a lot and so do some of the petty officers. The real reason they commissioned men like us is that they figure weâre smart enough to learn fast.â
âI donât even know how to start learning. The most boat Iâve ever been in was a rowboat in Central Park.â
âI can give you some books to start you off. Or maybe you could get your orders changed if you want. I know a guy up at the district office â¦â
âNo!â Green said fiercely, bringing his fist down on the table. âThey sent me here and Iâm not going to beg off. Iâm not going to pretend I know something I donât know, either. If they want to keep me here knowing I donât know a damn thing about anything except electronics, thatâs up to them. I wonât go begging off.â
âThatâs good,â Paul said. âTomorrow Iâll give you some books and show you what to do if a fire starts. Have you got a wife ashore?â
A look of pain crossed Greenâs face, but was quickly controlled.
âMy parents have come to see me,â he said. âTheyâre waiting for me up at a hotel. I havenât even called them because I donât know what to say.â
âYou can go ashore now and youâll probably have every third night for a couple of weeks at least. Be back at eight in the