Free Queen of the Darkness by Anne Bishop Page A

arms tightened around him so hard his ribs ached.
    Daemon’s hand fisted in Lucivar’s hair. ”Lucivar ... I know there are things that need to be settled between us. But can we put them aside, just for a little while?”

    ”We can put them aside,” Lucivar said quietly.
    Daemon stepped back. Using his thumbs, he gently wiped the tears from Lucivar’s face. ”We’d better join the others.” He turned and reached for the door.
    Standing behind him, Lucivar’s left hand gripped Daemon’s left arm. Daemon placed his right hand over it for a moment. As his fingers slid away from Lucivar’s, he looked down, and the significance of what he’d seen but hadn’t really seen finally hit him.
    ”Daemon,” Lucivar said urgently. ”There’s one thing I need to tell you. I think you may already know, but you need to hear it.”
    She’s alive!Another tremor went through Daemon’s body. ”No,” he said. ”Not now.” He slid the door open and stumbled into the corridor. Barely keeping his balance, he went into the bathroom and Black-locked the door. His body shook violently. His stomach twisted viciously. Leaning over the sink, he fought the need to be sick.
    Too late.
    If he had tried to find her five years ago, when he’d first returned from the Twisted Kingdom, maybe it would have been different. If he had searched for the High Lord and at least tried to find out what had really happened that night at Cassandra’s Altar...
    Too late.
    He could hold on. He would hold on. His mind was far more fragile than he allowed anyone to realize.
    Oh, it was intact. He had lost a few memories, a few small shards of the crystal chalice, but he was whole, and he was sane. But the healing would never be complete because he had lost the one person he needed to complete it. It hadn’t mattered when he had only wanted to stay in one piece long enough to destroy the High Lord. It didn’t really matter now. He could survive long enough to see her, just once.
    There was nothing else he could do. If it had been any other man, he would have used everything he was and everything he knew in order to be her lover. If it had been any other man. But not Lucivar. He wouldn’t become his brother’s rival.
    So he couldn’t let Lucivar tell him what he desperately needed to hear. Not because he didn’t want to know for sure that Jaenelle was alive, but because he wasn’t ready to be told about the gold wedding ring on Lucivar’s left hand.
    3 / Kaeleer
    Surreal pushed the last of the cushioned boxes together to form a bench against one wall. ”Sit down, Manny,” she said to the older woman.
    ”Wouldn’t be right,” Manny said. ”A servant shouldn’t be sitting.”
    Surreal gave her a slashing look. ”Don’t be an ass. You’re a ’servant’ because that’s the only way Sadi could bring you with him.”

    Manny tightened her lips in disapproval. ”No need for you to be using that kind of language, especially with children around. Besides, I was a servant for a good many years. It was an honest living and nothing I’m ashamed of.”
    Unlike me?Surreal wondered. She had never denied that she had been a very successful whore for centuries before she quit thirteen years ago, no longer able to stomach the bedroom games. That night at Cassandra’s Altar had left its mark on all of them.
    Manny’s feelings about women who worked in Red Moon houses were ambivalent. What would she think if she knew about Surreal’s other profession? How comfortable would the older woman have been if she had known that Surreal had been—and still was—a very successful assassin?
    Didn’t matter. They had become friends during the two years when Daemon had been rising out of the Twisted Kingdom, but after he regained his sanity, Manny had made a mental shift, treating both of them to the domestic affection that existed between a special servant and an aristo child. Daemon hadn’t noticed anything odd about this behavior; maybe Manny had always