Carla said, âHmm. Now thatâs odd.â She picked up the paper and squinted at it, pulled a pair of cheater eyeglasses up her nose, and typed again. She threw herself back in her chair and it squeaked a few inches backward. âHmm.â
âIs everything OK?â
Carla folded up the birth certificate and handed it back to Riley. âIâm sorry, honey, but there is no record of this birth in our system.â
There was a tightness in Rileyâs chest that spread slowly, heavily, through her whole body. âWhat?â
Carla shook her head. âBirth certificate says the baby was born here, but no, I donât have any record of it at all. Kind of like a phantom.â
Riley leaned forward, rolling up on her tiptoes, her fingers gripping Carlaâs counter so hard they were white. âBut what about the parents? Did you look them up?â
Carla clucked and shook her head some more. âTried âem all. Even different spellings, you know, âcuz a lot of times people get nervous just after they get their babies. But nothing.â She shrugged, her big shoulders hugging her ears. âNada.â
âWell, maybe your records just donât go back far enough.â
âNope. Iâve got records of births seven years before this one. Iâm sorry, honey, but maybe you werenât born here after all.â
âWell, is there another Granite Cay Hospital? Maybe it happened there and they got theâthe addresses mixed up.â Even as Riley said it, she knew how thin and desperate her explanation was. Carla knew too, and she patted Rileyâs hand again gently.
âI wish I could help you, honey, I really do, but thereâs nothing here.â
Riley nodded slowly, her whole body feeling numb. The room was enormous but the walls started to creep toward her. She stepped away from Carlaâs counter and sat down hard on the closest chair she could find. It was grossly stained but she didnât care.
The baby wasnât born here. The parents didnât exist.
If it was a regular adoption, Riley reasoned, there would be a paper trail. Unless her parents didnât want anyone to knowâ¦
Her throat constricted. Her parents wouldnât do that. They wouldnât just steal a babyâor adopt one and hide the records. They were rule followers, a by-the-book family. They would have told her if she were adopted.
Riley unfolded the birth certificate again, scrutinizing it, just as she had nearly every hour since sheâd found it. If it were trueâif her parents stole herâwould the hospital have no record? Did the hospital destroy her record in an effort to protect itself? Riley felt sick and sweaty, but she didnât want to be in that hospital for one minute longer.
She made a beeline for the automated glass doors and gulped greedily at the lukewarm, non-germ-infested air outside. She edged away from some smokers, and her heart seized when she saw a man peering at her. I know himâI know himâI know him, Riley thought, trying to shake her brain from its fog.
The train!
The second she remembered where she knew him from, he was gone, zigzagging across the hospitalâs well-manicured lawn and into the parking lot. He threw a glance over her shoulder and caught Rileyâs eye, his gaze so icy that she felt it zing through her.
Why was he here?
Riley considered flipping on her heel and asking Carla for a bed in the psych ward when her cell phone rang and nearly gave her a heart attack.
âAre you going to stand there all day or are you coming into the coffee place?â
Riley licked her lips, trying to pull her scattered thoughts back together. âUm, yeah. I mean, no. Iâll be right over.â
She crossed the street without looking and thanked God that her stupidity didnât turn her into a hood ornament. She took several deep breaths before yanking open the coffeehouse door. She chanced a glance over