Free Ghost of a Flea by James Sallis Page A

addict. But long as she got her stuff, she was good. And slowly over those days and weeks, without giving it a name or thinking much about it, I was falling in love with her.
    Then one night—I’d started doing collections, which tends to be nighttime work—I came home and found Angie stretched out on the couch. She looked perfectly at rest. Some detective show was on TV, light from the screen washing over her. She’d popped corn and the full bowl sat beside her on the coffee table, along with a full glass of lemonade. She was dead.

Chapter Twelve
    YEARS AGO, in one or another of my hospital stays, LaVerne brought me a crackly old recording of Negro poetry. She’d come across it, on a New York City label more often given to Southern field recordings or folk music by aged Trotskyites and scruffily dressed suburban youngsters, with the occasional klezmer, fado or polka disk thrown in for good measure, at a client’s home. Following my initial, instinctive repulsion, I’d fallen in thrall to those voices, to Langston Hughes’s “Night comes slowly, black like me” and the poem just before, which described a Southern lynching. That one in particular I listened to again and again, riding the tone arm as it rose and spun and fell, words and images spilling from the grooves; till finally the weight of it all, shoveled from the record’s trenches, settled onto me. In subsequent years, without ever intending to, I’d begun collecting such poems. They’d push in past my feet as I opened the door and not be put back out. Then one day, browsing a ramshackle antique store in the Faubourg Marigny, I swung open the top of an old school desk to find, atop a packet of letters tied with string, a postcard dated Jun 3 1931. The message, in glorious Palmer loops and dips, read Geo. and family doing good. Yesterday we took ourselves out to these mounds that were bilt hundreds of yrs ago by no one knows who. Just these humps, like they’d done buried an elephant. Home soon. Yr wife, Dorothy . Much of the ink had faded, until only the outline of letters, like dry husks, remained. I turned the postcard over. On its front, a young black man hung from one middling limb of a pecan tree. All the limbs went up at sharp angles, as though in a rush towards sky. The man hung there, an afterthought, trying to tug this single branch back down. The rope about his neck was obscenely thick, thick as a man’s arm. His feet were bare and so bloated with pooled blood that they looked like melons. Beneath him, in the tree’s shade, a group of whites sat looking into the camera with cups raised.
    As I walked back up into the Quarter towards Canal, past flotillas of tourists, shop owners hosing down sidewalks, mule-drawn carriages and delivery vans that looked as though they’d sustained artillery attacks, things began coming together in heart and head at odd angles. Half a block from Jackson Square I wheeled about and went back, bought the postcard for five dollars. Two weeks later I proposed Strange Fruit, Strange Flowers to my publisher. Had I written it, the book would have been an extended essay on the art and literature of lynching; it would have been also, leaving aside the unpublished autobiography, my only nonfiction book. It sold on prospectus the first time out to a major publisher for what my agent called “a respectable advance”—approximately what I’d made for all my novels to date combined. Then a long odyssey as editors came and went, book’s file staggering from desk to desk, carried home to Brooklyn on the F train, left behind at the Cheyenne Diner but recovered, correspondence outgrowing prospectus and contract like weeds taking over a vacant lot.
    “I had no idea,” I’d say to Clare, weeks into the thing, “how difficult this would be, or how different. Writing a novel’s never easy. No way around putting in the time and sweat. And you never really know what you’re doing. There’s a stack of lumber and nails