some maneuvering and
lane-switching to find the place, but I did.
The great thing about Bull Moose was
that they had not only CDs, but records and
old movies, and all the people who worked
there knew what they were talking about.
When I walked in, I let out a breath I hadn’t
known I’d been holding. Ah. I loved the
comforting rows of cases, all ordered by
genre and artist. Yes, most music could be
purchased online, but you couldn’t
duplicate the experience of going to a store
and browsing yourself.
“Can I help you, little lady?” Jesus. H.
Christ. I paused with my hand on a
Radiohead CD that I didn’t currently own
and turned to make sure he wasn’t a
hallucination.
“No, thank you. I can pick out my own
music.” That was a lie. I’d recently
discovered The Black Keys, and I was hoping
to find more bands like them, but I was
never going to ask Dusty. Not in a million
years. “Are you stalking me? Because,
seriously, it’s getting ridiculous.”
“Maybe you’re the one who’s stalking
me. I was here first.
You came into my store.” I finally
noticed he had a lanyard around his neck
like the other guys who worked here.
“Oh, so this is your store? Do you own
it?”
“Nope, but I do work here. And I’ve
been going to Yellowfield House longer than
you, too. So I was here first.”
“I don’t give a shit,” I said, putting the
CD back. Even my music sanctuary had been
invaded.
“So you’re into music,” Dusty said,
straightening some of the CDs, as if he was
pretending to work. “What kind?”
“Taylor Swift,” I said, just to throw him.
Granted, I had listened to plenty of her stuff
and some of it wasn’t so bad.
But he didn’t know that.
“Well, we have a wide range of T Swift’s
music for your listening pleasure.” He
gestured toward the pop section. “I’m
partial to her earlier work, but her newest
album is getting great reviews.” I waited to
see if he was being sarcastic.
“Can you just let me browse without
being harassed? I get it enough at Renee’s,
and I don’t need it from everyone else.”
Wow, I did not mean to be that honest.
What was it with me today? I seemed to be
vocalizing everything I was thinking
whether I meant to or not.
“Wow, easy, Red.” He put his hands up
as if I’d held a gun to his head. “Just trying
to be a good employee and help a
customer, but if you want to be left alone,
you got it.” He turned around and left
before I could say anything else. I saw him
talking to a few of the other guys and
pointing at me.
What fresh hell was this?
He came back a few minutes later as I
was searching through the alt-rock section.
“Okay, so I’ve told everyone not to
approach you unless you approach them
first, so the store is yours, Joscelyn.” He
waved his arms to indicate everything.
“Thanks.” It sounded like a question.
“Anytime.” One last grin and he was
gone, off to the back of the store and
through a door marked Employees Only.
And I was left alone for the rest of my time
in the store.
I found a couple CDs, but didn’t look as
close as I wanted because I felt like all eyes
were on me, even though every time I
looked up, one or more of the employees
were giving me looks like I was going to run
over and stab them or something. God only
knew what he had told them so they’d
leave me alone. Then again, I probably
didn’t want to know.
When I got back from my little Bull
Moose trip, there were several cars parked
in the driveway, so I had to settle for
parking in the street.
“Hey, Miss
I’m-not-going-to-text-my-sister-back.”
Renee’s voice was the first thing I heard
when I walked through the door and hung
my coat up. Renee hopped up from the
couch and came over to glare at me.
“I was busy.”
“Doing what?” She crossed her arms and
leaned against the wall. I pushed past her
and went downstairs to put my stuff away.
Of course she followed
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