empty. The boy marked them off one by one on the calendar with giant red Xâs. He practiced fancy tricks on the yo-yo: Around the World, Walk the Dog, the Turkish Army. He received a letter from his father written on thin lined sheets of paper.
Of
course
we have toothpaste
in Lordsburg. How else do you expect us to brush our teeth?
His father thanked him for the postcard of the Mormon Tabernacle. He said he was fine. Everything was fine. He was sure they would see each other one day soon. Be good to your mother, he wrote. Be patient.
And remember, itâs better to bend than to break.
Not once did he mention the war.
HIS FATHER HAD PROMISED to show him the world. Theyâd go to Egypt, heâd said, and climb the Pyramids. Theyâd go to China and take a nice long stroll along that Great Wall. Theyâd see the Eiffel Tower in Paris and the Colosseum in Rome and at night, by the light of the stars, theyâd glide through Venice in a black wooden gondola.
âThe moon above,â he sang, âis yours and mine. . . .â
THE DAY AFTER THE FBI had come to the house he had found a few strands of his fatherâs hair in the bathtub. He had put them into an envelope and placed the envelope beneath the loose floorboard under his bed and promised himself that as long as he did not check to make sure that the envelope was still thereâ
no peeking,
was his ruleâhis father would be all right. But lately he had begun waking up every night in the barracks, convinced that the envelope was gone. âI should have taken it with me,â he said to himself. He worried that there were large messy people now living in his old room who played cards night and day and spilled sticky brown drinks all over the floor. He worried that the FBI had returned to the house to search one more time for contraband.
We forgot to check under the floorboards.
He worried that when he saw his father again after the war his father would be too tired to play catch with him under the trees. He worried that his father would be bald.
FROM TIME TO TIME they heard rumors of spies. Takizawa, people whispered, was a government informer. Possibly a Korean. Not to be trusted.
So be
careful what you say.
Yamaguchi had close ties to the administration. Ishimoto had been attacked late one night behind the latrines by three masked men carrying lead pipes.
They say he was providing the FBI with the names
of pro-Japan disloyals.
âWHAT DO I miss the most? The sound of the trees at night . . . also, chocolate.â
âAnd plums, Mama. You miss plums.â
âThatâs right, I miss plums. Iâll
always
miss plums.â
âMaybe not always.â
âTrue, maybe not. Thereâs something thatâs been bothering me, though.â
âWhat is it?â
âDid I leave the porch light on or off?â
âOn.â
âAnd the stove. Did I remember to turn off the stove?â
âYou always turned off the stove.â
âDid I?â
âEvery time.â
âDid we even
have
a stove?â
âOf course we had a stove.â
âThatâs right. The Wedgewood. I used to be quite the cook once, you know.â
SLOWLY THE BOY SPUN the dial. He heard organ music playing on the Salt Lake City station. Then rhumba music. A swing band. An ad for Dr. Fisherâs tablets for intestinal sluggishness. âFolks,â a man asked, âdo you feel headachy and pepless in the morning?â âNope,â said the boy. Then the news came on, and the Western Task Force was landing in Morocco, and the Central, at Oran, and in the Pacific Islands the American forces were dying all over the place.
He closed his eyes and imagined himself fighting with Hank and the Raiders down in the Solomon Islands. Or flying reconnaissance over Mindanao. Maybe heâd take a direct hit over Leyte and heâd have to eject. Heâd float slowly down to earth beneath a flaming silk parachute
Charles Bukowski, David Stephen Calonne