despair?
âWhat youâre doing is dangerous,â she warned.
The line of his lips, once so mobile and quick to smile, ticked upward slightly at the corners. âNot to me. Or rather,â he conceded, ânot only to me.â
âBut since you are the only brother I have, lost to me once and then returned, I donât want to have you lost again.â
âThen be at peace, little one. Magda assures me this is the only way I shall ever resolve the things that trouble me.â
âAnd you believe her?â Nadya mocked.
âYou doubt her gifts because your fatherâs family devalued them.â
âI doubt her âgifts,â as you call them, because Iâve seen too many fortune-tellers through the years. Iâm not a woman of the gadje , willing to be taken in by promises of a meeting with a handsome stranger or of finding untold wealth waiting around the next bend.â
âNor am I. Have a little faith, I beg of you.â
âIn you? All you wish. In Magdaâs fortunes? Iâm not that gullible.â
âAnd in Jaelleâs curse against those who brought about my fatherâs death?â Stephano asked quietly.
âOur mother gave you to another woman to rear as her son. And when she couldnât cope with her grief over your fatherâs death, she killed herself rather than making a life with me and my father. Do I believe in her curses? I believe that with her death she cursed us both, Stephano. She cursed us not to think love can be true or faithful. She cursed us to value death over life. Jaelleâs legacy isnât one I would be proud to claim. Nor should you.â
âYou blame her for making the choice she did. I blame those who drove her to that choice.â
âBut it was a choice. My father was a good man. One who loved her. He would have done anything in his power to make her happy.â
âThe only person who could have done that had already been murdered. Those responsible for his death have much to answer for.â
âAnd youâre going to see to it that they do.â Nadyaâs voice was flat, past anger and argument.
âIf I can.â
âNo matter what it costs you.â
âThey have already cost me everything I ever valued.â
Despite her determination not to let him see how much those words hurt, Nadyaâs eyes stung with tears. âSo revenge is all you have left.â
âItâs enough.â
âItâs never enough. Even our mother knew that, at least at the last.â
Stephanoâs face tightened. âIt has to be enough, jelâenedra . Itâs all I have.â
He put his foot into the stirrup and vaulted into the saddle. Then he dug his heels into the eager stallionâs side, urging him through the woods toward the road that would lead him to London and back to that other world he inhabited.
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The child whose rescue Rhys had no memory of came to visit him every day. At first heâd been uncertain about trying to communicate with her, but heâd soon discovered that, in spite of her disability, she was as bright and as eager to learn as his brotherâs children had been at her age.
More importantly, from his standpoint at least, she seemed to accept his presence in the Romany encampmentwithout any trace of reservation. Although Nadyaâs visits had become less frequent since heâd begun to regain his strength, Angelâs had increased. Hugging her rag doll tightly, with fascinated eyes she had followed his careful progress up and down the narrow central aisle of the caravan. On the afternoons when the weather allowed it, she joined him on the high seat of her motherâs vardo , content to play with her baby while he watched the busy camp.
He had even learned some of the finger signs the little girl used in place of words. Those had served as an introduction to other members of the tribe, each of whom took time to greet
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