No one had mentioned my birth mother in years. I guess they figured Iâd forgotten. But I hadnât forgotten. I just didnât know who to talk to about it.
Just my luck. The one person who might be a resource was a crazy old bird. I could go right now or even tomorrow and visit Mrs. Woodrowâs house and ask her about Renee. I could. And I would, soon. But for right now, my plate was filled with this bakery and the shambles of my life. Tossing in a birth-mother search was more than I needed now. As much as I wanted to know about Renee, I didnât have the energy to deal with the fading memories of an old woman today. But I would.
Soon . . .
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By the time I climbed the staircase to my room, the cupcake clock chimed ten times. Bone tired, my body ached and my head throbbed. Sorting the books had been just as complicated as Iâd feared. I should have taken it a bit at a time, but Iâd been unable to move away from the desk until I really understood what was happening with the bakeryâs finances.
The bottom line appeared to be that we werenât generating enough business based on the number of employees and the number of goods we manufactured. Todayâs flood of customers had been the anomaly. Most days, business was at least 30 percent less. Since firing a sister wasnât an option, the bakery needed to find ways to cut inventory and market. From what I could tell, we were totally dependent on walk-in traffic, and the only catering we did was around the Christmas holidays. We needed more catering. More weddings. Maybe even a deal with a high-end grocery store willing to carry our bread.
In my room, I kicked off my clogs, tugged off my clothes, and dropped them in a pile by my bed before slipping on a flannel nightgown. As much as Iâd have liked a shower, I just didnât have the energy. I brushed my teeth, splashed water on my face, and climbed into my sleeping bag on the lumpy sofa. One moment I was aware of closing my eyes and the next, I tumbled immediately into a deep sleep.
I dreamed of two little girls laughing.
âWhat game do you want to play today? Itâs your birthday so you can choose!â The little girlâs smile was so wide, deep dimples burrowed into her cheeks.
I sat cross-legged on my bed staring at my friend Susie. The little girl wore her hair in tight, neat braids secured with blue ribbons that teased the tops of thin shoulders covered with a starched white dress. Susie had a light mocha complexion that soaked up the sun in the summer. Like me, she was about twelve.
âI donât want to play a game.â
Susie frowned. âWhy not? You always want to play. I know you love I Spy.â Susie tapped her finger to her lips. âLetâs see, I Spy something blue.â
âNo.â My mood had been sour since Iâd risen and no amount of coaxing would draw me out. My mom had grown frustrated and grumbled about me being selfish. âI donât want to play.â
Susie cocked her head. âWhy are you such a Sour Sally on your birthday?â
I folded arms over my chest, trying to understand the anger that stalked me today. âI donât know.â
Susie leaned forward and in a singsong voice said, âThereâs always a reason. Tell me.â
When I didnât answer, Susie rose up from the bed and started to dance around the room. âTell me. Tell me. I wonât go away until you tell me, Daisy McCrae!â
Frustrated, I watched Susie twirl and twirl as she sang. Susie had been the only one today who had wanted to understand my moodiness. Sheâd been the only one who didnât wonder why I was so ungrateful.
Finally unable to stand the pesky tune, I blurted, âI donât know when my real birthday is.â
Susie stopped dancing and came back to the bed, tucking her legs under her lace skirt. âOf course you know. Today is your