âDoes what youâre doing with Whitney have anything to do with why you got expelled from boarding school?â
We jogged a quarter of the track before he finally answered. âIâm sure youâve heard the rumors.â
âI want the truth.â
âYou canât always get what you want.â His smile ignited bad thoughts in my mind. Thoughts of how I could make it even wider.
I focused on the red track beneath my feet, anything to avoid swooning over his lips. âOh no. Not you too with the riddles.â
He laughed. âThatâs not a riddle. Thatâs the Stones.â
âOh.â
âWhich rumor was your favorite?â
Odd question. âI donât know.â I recalled the ones about murder. I wasnât sure how far they would go with everything. Or even what their agenda was. The environmental stuff could just be a cover for something more sinister.
âPick one.â
Since it was all I could think of, I said, âIâm hoping the murder one is false.â
Two students passed by us, and Chess waited until they were out of earshot. âWell, I promise you I havenât murdered anyone. Songs, yes. I murder those a lot. Time, too. But Whitney murders that more than I do.â
My step lightened. âThatâs good. Murder would be the only thing to dissuade me.â
He clenched his jaw and suddenly got very quiet. After a while he said, âWhitney, Kingston, and me . . . we have reasons for what we do. You donât.â
I stumbled mid-stride. âSo you donât want me to join your . . . secret society?â
âNo, itâs not that. I wantâ Itâsââ He raked his hand through his shaggy hair as a couple more students ran by us, checking us out. âNever mind.â
âWhat?â I cocked my head to look at him. A hole was unraveling on the shoulder of his T-shirt. Since I was shorter, it was right in my line of vision and I couldnât stop staring at it.
âItâs just, trust me. I would have noticed sooner if you were into this kind of stuff.â
âIâm not the same girl I was last week,â I said. âSo how could you possibly have noticed?â
âI feel like I know who you are.â Chess met my eyes, and I stumbled again.
âYouâre going by rumors. And we both know rumors might be false.â I held his gaze even though all the rumors about me had been accurate until last week.
He jerked away from me. âPoint taken. Thereâs a lot we donât know about each other.â
My feet slammed onto the rubbery asphalt with too much force. He pumped his arms with equal aggression. Silence wasnât my preferred form of communication, but we were mastering the dialect.
I eased my pace. âBut you did know my address the other day . . . â
He cupped the back of his neck. âUm . . . that was a lucky guess?â The end of his sentence rose in pitch like a question.
âReally lucky. Care to try again with the lottery?â
He chuckled. âActually, I memorized the school directory.â
I squinted at him. âWho does that?â
âIt was either that or study for a test.â He eyed me sidelong, like he was waiting to see if Iâd buy it.
I hoped the real reason he knew my address and wouldnât tell me was good, like an endearing crush on me, and not something I should be afraid of, like a favorite pastime of watching girls get changed, through binoculars.
I wiped a line of sweat from the back of my neck. âGood call there. You know what they say. You canât spell studying without dying .â
âYeah, see, knowing your address saved lives.â
âYouâre a real hero,â I said. The sun beat down, casting him in an angelic glow. âSee, I know youâre not a bad person. So why do you let everyone think you are?â
âThatâs what Iâve been trying to tell