it.”
“Ray,” Cal made a sound. A rude one. “Nasreen will do
whatever she has to for Audrey. Surely you sniffed that out?”
Ray turned to look out the driver"s side window. He
didn"t answer right away. He strangely didn"t want to, but
Cal was waiting. He turned back. “I didn"t think they were
sleeping together.”
“They"re not. Audrey is… I don"t think… I don"t know. I
don"t understand humans sometimes. And they aren"t the
only ones….”
“Really? All that insight and you"ve drawn a blank?” Ray
hadn"t. He looked at Cal in the dark and thought about
Audrey. Like looking into a mirror . “Maybe she"s….” He
couldn"t say worried, because that wasn"t it at all. “Afraid.”
There was a gasp. “Why? Why, when they both want it
so much?” Cal"s voice broke and the sadness, even for
others, made Ray shift to be nearer to him. But he bit down
so he wouldn"t respond. “What"s there to be afraid of? There"s
no reason at all to suddenly…. Or is it sudden?”
Ray glanced over. Cal"s longing was so intense
sometimes. Like waves of memory that hit you for no obvious
reason.
Cal straightened, and for a second Ray almost thought
the air tightened, like a spell was being worked.
“Remember when we met, Ray….” Cal had never been so
hesitant. Almost never. Ray felt himself grow warm, and as
though he could feel that, Cal shook his head. “Not exactly
then, but a little later, when you were so beautifully naked
and just red all over with embarrassment and—”
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“Cal,” Ray warned. But of course he vividly remembered
that night, and Cal"s words. Ray Ray. Look at you. Look at
you. You can… just drag me… anywhere. Anywhere you want
to take me, and I"m there. There you are, and here I am. Just
take me.
That probably wasn"t what Cal was talking about. But
Ray didn"t feel like reliving the past right now.
“The case.” He grabbed at it.
“This case or the one we had then?” Cal floundered for a
moment then yanked himself back upright. He was
breathing hard. “Right.” He whipped out a pink box. Cookie
sticks covered in strawberry cream. Sweet, sweet strawberry,
mixed with the clean warm scent of him and that
want/need/want that never went away around Ray. It made
Ray want to crush strawberries against Cal"s mouth. He
inhaled and pulled at his tie. Cal didn"t seem to notice. “That
list of his enemies.”
“Yes?” His answer was short, but Ray was starting to
think Cal ate around him deliberately to push him over the
edge. A stick went in and out of his mouth before he
crunched it. Ray could close his eyes, but he couldn"t stop
breathing .
He grabbed at the seat then loosened his collar.
“I read those files.”
“ All of them?” That was a distracting thought. But then,
Ray instantly reasoned, with the amount of sugar in him Cal
had to be borderline manic. Add to that his natural
brilliance, and it was no wonder his father had worried that
he would need to be grounded.
“Yes, and your name came up a few times. Arresting
officer, etc….” Cal cleared his throat and put his treat away.
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The sign of tact from him made Ray suddenly very nervous.
“Also… also two of them are already dead. Accidents, the
reports said. Whoever investigated only noted them as
accidents.”
Ray had read that too, glancing over it because the
investigators hadn"t flagged them. He hadn"t read cause of
death. He sat up.
“Broken necks?” He asked, but Cal was already
nodding. Ray"s breath whooshed out of him, but he looked
straight ahead and refocused on the station, some officers
smoking outside, others milling around between shifts. “My
name is probably there because I make a lot of arrests.”
“Branigan on the hunt.” He jerked his head to the side
and saw Cal"s small, wistful smile. “You"re probably right.”
“But….” He couldn"t not mention that. “I"ll tell