supposed to see, simply by running a pencil over the indentations in the
next sheet of paper.
Almost idly, as if acting outside her own volition, Kate picked up the pencil, and brushed
the lead over the marks on the pad.
'Amaryllis,' she read aloud, then paused, frowning.
But that's the new restaurant that opened in Denbigh Street a week or two ago, she
thought, puzzled. And Joe Hartley always takes Ryan to Scotts, because they both love
fish. It's like a ritual for them.
Slowly, she tore the sheet from the pad, and stowed it in her bag.
Everything seemed to be changing, she thought, from the vitally important to the
relatively trivial. She felt like a child, robbed of its security blanket, and she didn't like it.
It was an edgy morning altogether. Kate was dreading an interrogation from Louie on
how the previous evening had gone, but—perhaps fortunately—her partner was dealing
with the crisis of a last-minute replacement for their favourite florist, who'd broken her
wrist and would be unable to undertake the promised arrangements for a looming
wedding.
Kate completed a couple of quotations, dealt with a letter from a disgruntled client,
convinced that inferior sherry had been served at his daughter's reception, and finalised
the menu to be served at the celebration lunch for a venerable detective novelist's fiftieth
book.
But at the same time her mind was churning, reviewing everything that had happened,
and finding little for her comfort.
She was particularly concerned over Ryan's reason for turning down her company at
lunch. Did he really think she was uninterested in his work? she wondered, chewing the
end of an inoffensive pen.
I don't altogether understand it, and I may resent it, she told herself honestly, but it
doesn't bore me.
But could this have driven the first wedge between them, and rendered him prey to this
other relationship? she asked herself uneasily. Did 'X' sit at his feet, perhaps, reading
every word and offering helpful critiques? Was this how she'd got to him?
It was Debbie, the PA, putting her head round the door to ask if Kate wanted the usual
sandwiches for lunch that brought her to an abrupt decision.
'No, thanks, I'm going out. And could you bring in the folder with the reviews on new
restaurants, Debs?'
I'll go and join them, she thought. I've always got on with Joe, and we can have one of
our mock flirtations—make Ryan see me as a woman again. And show him that I do care
about what he does. I'll knock him sideways with my intelligent interest.
She read what the critics had to say about the Amaryllis twice. No minimalist chic here, it
seemed. 'Luscious French cooking, and decor to match,' was one quote. 'Lots of red
velvet and discreetly intimate booths,' said another, adding, 'A kind of gastronomic
bordello.'
'Is it, indeed?' Kate muttered under her breath. It didn't sound the likeliest place to hand
over a manuscript either. And it clearly called for something other than her neat but not
gaudy office gear.
Her favourite boutique came up with the very thing, a clinging jersey dress the color of
warm honey, with a deep V-neckline, tiny sleeves and a skirt flaring from mid-thigh, and
slashed for extra swing. Kate added bronze pumps and a matching clutch purse and
bundled her workaday clothes into a carrier for collection later.
She got the cab-driver to drop her at the end of Denbigh Street. As she walked slowly
towards the restaurant, a workman painting a shop front whistled at her—a politically
incorrect move on his part which, nevertheless, warmed the cockles of Kate's unhappy
heart.
The Amaryllis didn't simply protect the privacy of its clientele with red velvet. The
smoked-glass windows were guarded by a small rainforest of green plants in vast ceramic
tubs.
Kate, under cover of reading the selection of fixed-price menus displayed outside, tried to
make a preliminary reconnaissance by peering between the fronds, but had to give it